yours-truly-elyani

2011-12-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

MY LOVE MY EVERYTHING

2011-12-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

Its end of 2011 in 2.5 hours time.

Im so blessed with what i have now , 2011 teaches me so many things in life.

Ive gone through many many sorrow and pain throughout the years before.

Its a new life i began in 2011 , to have my complete family by my side.

And that was the happiest moment ive ever had.

But i would love to improve to be double better than now in 2012.

I have new resolution i have new dreams, ive planned what i wanna do and what i dont in mind.

I shall keep it in heart and just go on with life untill everything is truly sastified.

My resolution are only meant to be kept as a sweetest secret, only i know when it happened.

2011-08-27T02:34:00.001+08:00

2011-08-26T03:36:00.004+08:00

Oh Yes !

Im doing night shift , and been doing it rotating-ly for many years

& just tired of it

Husband & Baby ween

Both sleeping beautifully at home on their comfortably places

YET , me have to open eye widely

& all alone taking care of this frontline 24hours desk !

GRRRRR !!

But neh its okie ,

because today MORNING , while husband have to go work , ill be on my way back home to sleep

Feeling so shag now , sleey , restless & wish to be on bed rather then on office chair ...

So what else shall i share now ??

Raya Yeahhh ..

Fasting month is ending like 4 days time

and we muslim will be celebrating Hari Raya Puasa

& this year will be one exciting month for me

i have husband & baby ween by my side ! and thats really a miracle eversince ive been waiting and its happenning in 4 days time ......woooohooo

Alhamdullilah , preparation for us is all done except ! duit berkat budak budak will settle it by today insyaallah , have to change to many many smaller notes from a big note ... hahah

maklumlah , dulu orang bagi kite but this year we are giving the little ones ...

Feel so excited pulak haha ...

Baju done , kasot done , bag done , accesories done , cosmetic done , rambot also done hehehee ...

My Two heroes will be wearing an exactly clothing hahaha ..

shall see the upcoming pictures of them in two days time haha ...

Ok la continuing with my work grrr =(

So shagged >.<

2011-08-26T02:44:00.007+08:00

Being a wife , being a mother isnt that difficult that was told actually , afterall your commitment & responsibilities plays a very very big part as a wife & also a mother .

To me age don't matters , you can be a married woman in a young age or at a old age but that comes is all about mindset & also how to manage your marriage life & your parenting life ...

I blissfully treasured the life & im always looking forward for every step that i climb up to ....

Syukur Alhamdullilah Rabbilallamin ....

Days That Been Waited For All These Years Came True & It Had Past Perfectly With Many Smiles, Helping Hand & Supportive From Family & Friends ...

Satu Penantian Yang Tidak Sia-Sia

Satu Penantian Dari Kenangan Yang Pahit Hingga Ke Kenangan Yang Terindah ...

A Wished That Being Granted ..

Ya allah berikan ku kesabaran dan ketenangan untuk ku tempuh segala masala rumah tangga ku ,

Ya allah kuatkan ku juga untuk tempuh segala dugaan dan cobaan yang diberi mu ya allah ..

Dan Terima Kasih Ya allah untuk dengar segala doa & rintihan ku ...

Akhirnya Dia menjadi sah milikku

Amin .. Amin .. Amin .. Amin

2011-04-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

I always wanted to be the best , but ever since A year and 10 months past i start to learn keeping things by myself ...

You left me all by myself without any places for me to lean on ....
I have to answered every single question about my pregnancy all by myself ...
Have you ever think what will happen to me after i tell both of your parents ?

I suffer giving birth all by myself every pain i feel cant be compared to the pain you feel right now.....

I done my part to do my job working so hard for your son , bringing up your son and waited for you ...

But what i deserve now ???

you wanted me to change but have you ever thought before you left me every single bit and pieces how you broke my heart and now you wanted to compare the pain that i feel to your pain??

2011-03-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

I'm Sorry Bloggy For Abandoned You !!

Hmm afterall i think blogging is just so useful to relief me from everything , to ease things from mind and jyeah just everything to make things clear from my freaking corupted brain ,

Since ive been blogging from 2009 why not continu-ing blogging until i have my happy ending or untill there's not a single problem stuck on head hahahahaaha LOL ! Elyani that must be a joke man ! Says who human have ever encounter happily ever after ahahahahahahhaah ! Only fairy tale story does have but not in life i assume =))

In life there's always it's ups and down but overall its depending on how you handle situation

In solving problem theres two option is either in its positive or negative , if you handle it in positive way things gonna be fine but if you handle in negative way i swear thing gonna be as worst as what you're facing currently HAHAHA so like i said take things easy and try to solve in a good manner ...

HAHAHAH ok ok crap so currently life have been so fine for me and baby boy ween =))

Baby ween grow so fast untill i myself as his mum cant even control his playfullness hahahaahaa

2 March 2011 was a wonderfull day for me and ween

Hubby Edzuan have actually completed his whole 665 days and which means i dont need to request off for visit but now requesting off for family outing =))

Things have been better between we both , arguments hmm hahahaahh tipu lah kalau takde ! hahahaha ade tuh ade tapi merajok satu satu menjadi2 kalah anjing dengan kucing but overall it was just a MARAH MARAH SAYANG HAHAHAA TO ME BUT NOT TO HIM HAHAHAH LOL WHO KNOWS HUH !!

Its a big crap to argue over a small lil thing and i certainly disagree on that =))

But again like i said its normal for human to overcome this problem especially " COUPLE " like we people hahahahahahahhahaaha *wink

Grrrr i have so many things to actually share with you bloggy but i just have no time to share now ok i guess ill continue long granma story tomorrow BYE !!

2011-02-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

Dear Bloggy ,

I guess it have been few weeks since i last updated you , been busy throughout these 2011 ,

many things have to prepare , work have been absolutely fine for me but too many ot all these while due to Lunar New Year ,

Now date is on 11 February 2011 , few more days left to complete the whole cycle of 665 days and im sure close friends and those who knew me will be able to read and understand what all these cycle means to me =))

Alot of things happened yesterday morning , mum called to inform baby ween having high fever , and also throughout those afternoon i spent my time at Prison Link Centre to visit hubby after things had settle with babyboy honney , brought baby ween consult a doctor due to high fever then went back home give him necessary medication and tap him to sleep

Alhamdullilah baby ween getting better , he always call for ayah everytime he was awake though =((

Oh yea not to forget yesterday visit was awesome only some lil part that wasnt so memorable and really doesnt want to think about it but things was all fine throughout the visit , got scolding but i swear it was a pamper scolding , he asked me not to ask him out to makan once his out if i complaint too much about those fats stuck on me hahahahahah ! he even say if i were still to , he even asked me go to cerok-cerok and makan salad only hahahahaha so bad of you !

I would have do that in future ok ! dont cabar HEHEHEHEHEH ! loveyou!!

Even tell him that i doesnt want to conceive any more second child thrid child or whatso ever or ill grow bigger and the easiest answer he would just say , who tell you i want it second or third ! OH GOD ! that shocked me though and he was giggling and he said , i want ten child not 2 or 3 ! ohh yea right , skg half pintu cannot masok if ten child habis tklei keluar pintu ! tsk ! silly right !

Btw im sorry to make you feel angry towards me , but obviously it need to take time to let me feel relief , i need time to accept the fact which i dont , but you shoulnt say those things to me mala you should have thought something to make me forget about what they said right , but its ok theres still alot of hump i have to think about and thats the last resort for me to think off you see grrrr , i can wall face myself just on hari raya but i dont want too because i want a better family relationship not a negative one .. two sided face no no no ....

im just tired thinking for solution and thinking about it i rather sleep now ! OK BYE !!!

2011-01-12T19:19:00.002+08:00

Will be visiting Dearie tomorrow and i just cant wait for it , its like 4 more visit and NO MORE VISIT ! after those he have to visit me and Ween , Yey Yey ! Time flies so fast or what ! Today will be working night shift and will be back to second homey tomorrow at Pasir Ris because it is much more convinience for me to travel from there to Changi ! kekekeke ! Sometime i wish to stay there like once or twice in a week ! but work schedule have been a tought and tight for me to make decisions , hahahahaha ... Can bring Mira along to accompany me sleep huh ! hehehheehehe Really really cant wait to see him tomorrow , ok ok i have to go work now BYE !

ILOVEEDZUANEDZRYL

2011-01-11T04:12:00.004+08:00

I MISS THE LAUGHTER THAT WE USED TO HAVE , I MISS THE HUGS AND KISSES , I MISS YOU FETCHING ME , I MISS BEING YOU WITH 24/7 , I MISS RECEIVING SWEET TEXT FROM YOU , I MISS THE QUARELL , I MISS HOW YOU PAMPER ME ! I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH , PLEASE BE BACK RIGHT HERE WITH ME SOON , IVE SUFFER ENOUGH LIVING WIHOUT YOU ! 665 DAYS IS A NIGHTMARE ! I PROMISED I WONT BE HARSH LIKE HOW I USED TO LAST TIME , I PROMISED I WONT BE SO BAD LIKE LAST TIME ! ;(

ILOVEEDZUANEDZRYL

2011-01-09T17:06:00.002+08:00

How fresh my face looks like when i woke up from sleep at work HAHA !
such a lazy bump , how can i not love this place it seems to be a second home for me , moreever with the jacket that i wore and the essence i sprayed on the jacket WAH WAH WAH , it's like exactly an imaginary him just beside me accompanying me sleeping awwww , ok crap crap ,
Friends wanted me to update this thingy so much so i did , but what i did is talking crap ! haha

Grrr , what else should i post in here i have no idea ! i used to have tons of stupid things and amazing stories to share but not any now , but maybe few months to come i have better things to post ahhahahaahahaah i guess ill just update crap for the tome being wooohoooooo! BYE !

I LOVEEDZUANEDZRYL !

2011-01-08T16:27:00.002+08:00

Things have been better in 2011 , i've become stronger to let certain things go in a better way without thinking so much about it .

In my career i don't have to think much about it , but the only thing is i have to prepare making decision , hubby doesnt like me working he prefer me staying home taking care of his son HAHA and i prefer staying home too being a full-time housewife is what all women ever dreamt off ! if only the financial for their upcoming family is fine .. I will never let him out work like a half dead human like how i used to when he wasn't around , i sure help him to adapt with this living and help him through financial and how to build a better financial when every month he get his pay !

Im sure things will not be the same when we were in the honeymoon period which is the bf gf thingy ! , soon we have the biggest commitment to achieve and biggest responsibilities towards our son , im not letting my hubby down ill gonna give him support and cheer by his side ... We both together gonna bring our family up ! Insyaallah hee ...

And for my friendship life ,
there's friends whom we can last forever and some we don't ..
I've mixed around too much whithin this 1 year 10 months ! and i've seen so many things around me
True friends stays and the bad ones are just taking advantages of yourself ,
Ive learn and start to think now having too much friends is just spoiling yourself , we're just blinded by the negative ones to the true ones !
Whatever hubby say and advices me before is all true , he ever say that i listen to much to my friends , and i easily give sympathy to them without having a better reasons which can lead me being taken advantages from .. his true some of my friends are just taking things for granted ..
Im sorry papa for not listening to you before and now i understand why you hate me having too much friends , and to you too ! haha

OH YEA ITS LIKE FEW MONTHS MORE !!

ILOVEEDZUANEDZRYL!

2010-12-27T17:10:00.005+08:00

24th December was the most memorable day for me , Gf's came down all the way to Singa ,

Friends is there to make the celebration much more happier too !

Poor brother can't tag along , he was at work working like a dunk HAHAH LOL!

Overall it was a nice celeb , and soon 31st we make it happen again !

then we stop for 2011 and see more outcome in my life ! -.-

2010-12-21T18:06:00.002+08:00

"KNOCK OUT " after the best first experiment we had at work , head spins BUT fun , all thanks to a colleague of mine !

Overall it was fun though , i used to stuck on my lappy while working night shift BUT yesterday we had alot of conversation , we shared quite a few points about life , and not to forget the "PASRAH" session & the "LAUGHING" session , hahahahahahaha LOL ! i guess we should do it more often !

2010-12-20T10:52:00.004+08:00

TOTAL OF 665 DAYS AND LEFT WITH 71 MORE DAYS ! GOOD JOB ELY !

2010-04-10T14:04:00.026+08:00

Hello to all my dearest bloggers =)
Wow ! now then i realise that its been awhile since i last updated my blog ,
Now with a new skin that was done by my Ms.Linda , semangat lah aku nak blog nie hahah
Thanks Dear Linda =))

Ok as you see the last updated was like"MONTHS" ago , theres so many thing i really wanna
share.
But i wont write it all here , if only i have time hahahhaha
because im working again at 7pm after the tired night shift i had last night -.- ....

Hmmm so where should i start , ok work ???
hmm i am now a Guest Service Assistant In a Hotel Management ,
I really like what i am doing now , the job i've been wanting so much ,
BUT only the time is a bit tight for me to have fun with Lil Boy like i used to before i work =((
But nemind im sure Baby Ween will understand , for all i am sacrifising for his future =))
Work was fine , colleagues surround was real good =))

So which mean good coleagues=good job...
I'll post some of my working pictures soon ,

and for now i would like to share about my lilttle boy , whom will be soon a 5 months old baby ,
as he grow older , he look exactly like his papa , & im sure my Edzuan realy happy about it , everytime throughout the visit we pay him , when we did say our child look likes him , he will be smiling widely and be happy bout it HMPH! ,
Papa , anak kite lom grow lagi pa , bile he grow kite tengok k ikot muke mama ke papa kkkkkk
hahaha lerr i dont care most much about the looks as long as he is growing healthily , i am happy

BabyBoy are getting more mentel than his past months , now he already start to mumble himself , and pantang diagar , agar sikit and he start smiling or laughing as wide as he can hahaha ,
its like 7 more months to his a years old , don worry anak ku , mama promise on the day ill be by your side ye sayang =( and also nothing we can worry bout nak , soon after your birthday , papa akan di bebaskan tau , mama sayang Wiween =)) & that is the time we'll live together as a complete family and happy family .....

Ohh dear , why of all sudden i am feeling so sad =(( ,
ok enough is enough then lets have a new topic =))

Ok yesterday was on the 8 of April 2010 , that was Ween's 3rd time visiting his papa ,
and this time round , Ween had been a good boy , no cry but smiling away to his dad on the visit , and Papa too , no mood swing today but HE IS OVER-EXCITED to see his son , the first his mom came in , nothing that he asked but only his son.

Like i said bapak man tak sayang anak ....
Can really see he can be the best day for our child , and also care & concern for our child ...
When he sees Ween start to rengek , he will be like standing and saying " alalalala sayang , saynag papa dont cry " , haix belas hati ni bile tengok gitu , nothing i could describe to see him just looking and pampering his son through the glass partition =(
Pa sabar ye , lagi beraper bulan jek , and im sure you can change after you were to be release , i caye semue orang tuh buat mistake but only once in a life time , and after this no more nonsence from you k pa =))

After teh visit , went to Along's house with my family and my in-laws nyeeehahahahah ,
really enjoy my time there , atok came also , and didnt know that atok ride Edzuan's Bike so afterall , down at the carpark , hahah sambil sambilan amek si kecik duduk atas motor papa die , hahahah that bike hahahah ! really a memories between me and my hubby =))

hahahahahaaahha now i cant have long conversation time now already strikes at 2:30 pm have to prepare for work i'll continue next time ok larlinks till here then ilove you bye byeee

2010-03-07T22:38:00.004+08:00

WILL SELDOM UPDATE DUE TO WORK , & YEA I DO HAVE NICE COLLEAGUES AROUND ME TOO =)) .... TILL HERE THEN
MISSING BOTH MY HEROES

2010-02-28T09:59:00.012+08:00

Good Morning to all Lovelies =)
Whooo .. i woke up with backache leg cramps & stuff , really tired but really enjoy my day yesterday though =)
Yesterday i went to visit My lovely Dear , i woke up at 6 just to prepare myself to go out o TAKE MY FREAKING IC FIRST , ouhhh how can i forget to take my ic from my Ayah , im always careless , so i have my less time for preparening usually i need 2 hours to make up and just to iron my stupid hair but yesterday guess i had my bad hair day , so masai & stuff hahaha i took about half an hour to siap aje -.- but i dont mind about the less timing as long as i could reach to my dad work place on time then get my ic and rushed to PLC and it could make me happy even if i do have a bad hair day , oohh ya not to forget my rag wedges , i didnt know my wed has turn to a crocodile while walking ... SO IMAGINE HOW WAS I YESTERDAY ! HAHAHAHHA but still i dont bother and continue my journey ....

Unfortunately when i reached PLC i was the first and quite early for the visit so look around macam sotong with hair mess kasot mulot crocodile ahahha ! waited for atok and adek ,
about 10 they reach , register & stuff then proceed to the waiting area to wait for our televisit with Mr Dear , 10:20 am then we were called to get in the room , & TADAAAAAAA ! senyum2 jek si edzuan tu nampak kite hahahah!
asked him is hes alright in there , since mama ewan cant be present , i wan the one replacing his mom paster him to this and that hahahahahahah what else can he do always smiling around ,
we really enjoy our conversation although it was only 30 mins , all the while dearest was asking about his son , always about his son =)
even he told me that the photo i post , he already received , he was very happy of course he told me that his officer says that elween look like his father and etc . and also to his cell mates says that too , the one weird question he asked me about the picture was " eh you asal bibir anak kite tebal? " -.- yet i told him go look at your bibir tk ke ween ikot you! hahah there it goes the laughter again... then again he says " ohhhh! you ade blog letak video i yang lame2 kn yang kite aru kenal kn , my kawan kat sini ume bilang i and ketawe2 tau " hehe i was shocked as all this while he didnt know i do have a blog nor fb but if it was about facebook ADEK la ni terlepas cakap hahahah but edzuan wasnt mad at me bacause he already knew whom i added =) i know he wasnt think bad anymore =)) because the last letters he wrote is that he told me although it already nearly 8 months , i still can wait patiently and he told me that he can see im sincere out here waiting for him .. duhh i am btw ... what prove can anyone say im out with guy or so ? tak ada pon if ade pon out with a boy , Edzryl Elween , hahahahhahaha =)
then bebual3 end with french kiss and all things couple do over on televisit lerr haha

HAH! after the visit went bedok to meet my crazy friend 'that was our first meet' but we both really can click so well and talk as if da kenal few years hahah , met nana at bedok , she uh lambay tou know i perpired like macam kene kejar ngan dog hahah sweating here & there lagi at bedok was pack with so many people and the day was freaking hot sunny , nana asked to wait near posb but as i was too hot walking here & there , and finally nana came =) nana next time must meet you at mall so i wont perspire and at least i can easily find a toilet k nana =) kat bedok inter susah la nana stress yani hee
after meeting nana decide to go to the ntuc , & i was happy to get some cool air but still i perspired -.- just dont know whats wrong with my body yesterday isshhh ! only nana know how i perspire kan na ...

ok after which , as we planned bfr the day to go geylang was changed and we went to donow what place was that but it was placed at KB , baby factory , uiiii ! went crazy nana , irritate nana by asking her Ween's biscuit hahaha andthere she goes saying bersabar yani hahaha i really had fun with her.. yes really have fun Nana is a very good friend whom advice me & help me to motivate my self thanks nana , after which we went tamp , to have our dinner , both of us feel really hungry after a long walk here & there , nana wanted to go bbq chicken , but then we went BK , reached BK took our place to seat and guess what , out to BBQ chicken hahahah ,
oredered fish & chip , & nana had her chicken cutlet & nachos , thanks for the side dish treat nana nanti yani dapat gaji i blanje u lak k =) hee ... bebual3 non stop till i get my self very3 thirsty hahha ..

after those a round walk at tamp for a while and off home sweet home , wanted to have longer time but cant we both already have child to take care off .. =) really tired , because i seldom go out only when i got to visit edzuan , thats the only i will spent a bit time with my precious friends =) which means in a months , 2 times of gurls outing heh =)) NANA NEXT TIME WE KELUAR LAGI OK =)) BRING ALONG IRAH & NANI & SAPE2 LAGI K =))))

Ok then got to go tired typing oleady , tomorrow working have to spent time with lil baby & have lotsa rest still having backache though not to forget pictures include my baby botak photos !=( ........ ok then till here then , will write soon then tata =)))

2010-02-26T09:27:00.008+08:00

Good Morning To All My Lovely Blogger ,
woke up very early this morning so as to my abg botak haha =)
He was crying for milk and so i feed then , after feeding bring my abg botak to the kitchen
to catch up the breakfast together with my family sadly abg botak can only seat on my lap and see us menjamu selere =) hehe ...

Not to forget , my apology for not updating because those past days i was busy with searching for jobs and with family
but alhamdullilah i am employed now and will be starting my first time as a Guest Service Officer
in a Hotel Management which i really interested in and which i tried my very best to go every each Hotel Industry interview that was posted in internet or advertised on classified newspaper =)
But afterall a long time waiting i got one that was placed in Somerset ,
Sadly i receive a call from Marriot Hotel later then the placed now im being Hired so i guess
maybe next time =)
Mum say no tamak or i'll lose both =( ...
So i am ready for this 1st March , eventhough my shift hours working in Hotel are a bit tight but im sure i still make sure myself to have time playing with my one lovely abg botak =)

And yeah not to forget about tomorrow ! visitting my lovely Papa Edzuan not a f2f but televisit , cant wait to see my another abg botak hahaha like father like son i guess haha! afterwhich the planned were made , going out with Nana for her things and etc .
ala easy say i cant wait for tomorrow la . haha

AND yes i've already planned for this year =)
1) To get back in shape by end of year
2) Enroll my car license at BBDC on my bdae
3) Baby Ween's 1st Year Celebration
3) Succeed In my Career based with more experience so that i can take a Front De sk Supervisor Course
5MORE SAVINGS !
6) Attend to Edzuan's Every face2face visit =)
Insyaallah with hard work & confident im able to achieve in what i've planned . Amin

"Loving Both My Dearest EdzuanElween "

2010-02-15T12:53:00.011+08:00

WOW ! im gonna have a random post here haha
always adore this family & wish to BE one like that next year nyehaahaha! weird ? yes i know -.- , ! oH dear i start to day dream again , alamak apada yani hahaha i know im not as hot as A.Jolie hahaha! berangan jek mau lebeh ! , i always imagine when Hubby is release next year , im sure we gonna have a happy family insyaallah ,& i always think how our family will be like , look like , behave like & yes the family photos look like =) , ill just have to patiently wait for Dearest Edzuan .. kinda missing him so so so so much now ! ILOVEYOUEDZUANELWEEN LOVING YOU BOTH TILL MY LAST BREATH :'(

2010-02-12T11:46:00.006+08:00

Good morning to all my dearest blogger ,
Its been a nice wonderful day for me this week ,
Baby boy had been a good baby for past few days =)
He was way asleep throughout those nights without getting me tired or waking me up for long
He cried just for milk & nappy change =)
I'm really glad that my week was full of joyous .

Ok most probably now i'll just write how my day was yesterday before , while & after visitting
Hubby Edzuan .
Too many complication had happened yesterday ,
waited for cab almost an hour , got a cab yet my elween's milk bottle wasnt with me BUT was at home -.- so mum & dad had to sacrifise to go up back all the way from the cab to home =( while
me , uncle abby & baby Elween waited in the taxi & so on see how horrible it was .
I thought we will be late for the registration , the clock exactly strike at 2:40 pm & have to reach PLC by 3pm .. Luckily we reached exactly at 3Pm , i feel so exhausted , very tiring run for the toilet , run for my bbyb & stuff hahaahahaha........................................................

I think its too much for to say it here kinda lazy to type longer just for a start maybe ill type more on the visit ..

K a few minutes later was called by staff of AETOS for cluster A face-to-face visit , i was so excited to bring babyboy in but unfortunately baby boy was so sleepy till i got my self sweating carrying him , "BUAI-BUAI " him sorry i doesnt know how to translate heee .. he doenst want to be with others just want to be with me , oh dear not even to toilet too hahah i tried to pass to mama Ewan as i wanting to go to toilet to comb my messy , sweated hair hahaha wat an english im typing haha but not even yet to comb my hair Elween already crying loudly , see how pampered is he -.- so have to rush out & carry Elween , white waited or the door of the visiting entrance to open , bbyb was asleep on my hand "peacefully asleep " & after the door was open , wake elween up to see his papa , i feel so happy yet was crying sofly in the heart cant imagine , my son only get to see his father thru a partition "i guess" sorry i doesnt know how to explain ..
His father was too happy & was calling Ween al he way , hubby asked me " asal ween tembam nah nie mesti mama ween sumbat mkn jek , i told him wat can a baby do beside eating / wat can i do to my son if not feeding , he smile away looking at me & elween =)
& yes i finally told him this when he says that we will be officially together on March 2011 but i did say " Kalau betul you sayang i dan Elween , u prove me that he can be the best fr me & my child ,he nod & look at me saying he will & now too he is trying his very best , he told me to keep my word too which is not to flirt around and stuff as he want just himself to prioritize me -.- ini Edzuan mintak kene smack betul =)) its already 7 months & none i contact ! not even out with guys duh ! wan wan .. soooo ............................NOT TO FORGET I TOLD HUBBY " IVE TRIED MY BEST TO GO ON DIET & EXERCISE BUT NOTHING CHANGE & JUST WANT TO KEEP MYSELF FAT LIKE THIS HAHAHA & YOU KNOW WAT HE SAY " ALA U NK DIET NK KURUS NK SAPE TGK BIAR GINIE JEK -.-"HAHAHAHA
before the visit tyme end , bring elween nearer ro his papa & guess wat ? elween was smiling to his one & only father & tht makes me more sad .. =((( kkkk cukup jek about the visit..

after the visit , ILL CONTINUE LATER OK =))
"Mein Tumse Pyar Karti Hoon EdzuanElween

2010-02-10T10:42:00.002+08:00

I WANT NOBODY BUT YOU

2010-02-09T10:55:00.002+08:00

YEY! dapat surat papa ! hehehe i was so happy yet my MAMA !! jahat betul , she forget to give me Hubby's letter yesterday & this morning she was like " Adek mama mintak maaf but mama ade present for u " & guess what Hubby's Letter ! was so happy yet a bit angry with mum ade she lupe nk kasi the surat to me but nemind reading Papa's letter already mengubat segale saket2 dan kemarahan hahahaah =)) read his lovely letters & it was related to the day i brought Weens along the first time i brought ween =))... ade pantun lagi untuk yani " Jala ikan yu , i miss you. banyak ulat bulu i need you, jangan sedih bnyk2 nanti tanggal gigi tu ! " hahah cute him..t owhat he wrote He told me " Ma , anak kite ween comel nye , (macam papa ekh) -.- hahah he did say macam nk cubit2 & ggit Ween , oh dear thats so mean pa =( hahahha ..not to forget he even say this "u're getting prettier everytime i see u " nyeheheheheheh ade jek nk selit daun si edzuan nie.. He even wrote for my parents , Showed mum after reading & guess what My mum cried while reading , it really touches me , dulu she' s the person whom hate hubby so much but the way she reacted to hubby's letter seems that she love Edzuan too =) & im so happy that my parents suda restu kn kami berdue , im sure dgn restu ibu bapa there's a miracle one day insyaallah , now i just have to wait , never listen to rumors & yes pray that he change for the better & build our own family next year .. Amin .. 2 more days to meet Papa with baby Ween =))

2010-02-08T20:48:00.006+08:00

I had a great day today ! The first Day of the Week haha "MONDAY" had an interview today !
was all confident & set up for the interview at Swissotel The Stamford .. As usual was all alone on the way there had two interview one is with the front desk management manager & interview by the computer test . My interviewer was so called strict about the interview he asked alot of question he did ask if i know any background about the stamford hotel so i answered , he asked bout integerity & i asnwered but before i answer to his question ish got the gutt pulak aku tanye what do you mean by "INTEGERITY" hahah padahal tak tahu maksod in proper heheeh , but i do answer after he explain , so many candidate there i was clueless everyone was like a professional , with blazzer easy say so perfectly professional , i wasnt to frighten because i was all prepared my trainer from TMIS still in contact with me & i never fail to update her what ive been doing & she actually help me in what things in getting prepare for hotel industry thanks ms.noren...oh ya forget to tell i did make a new friend for today her Name is Lisa from Malaysia & hold a diploma in Hotel&Casino , oh dear see , i myself doesnt have a diploma =( she's an elderly older than me of course , but we can make a gd bonding , u see when we are communicating with someone older , we tend to have positive mindset & yes no communication breakdown so we chat a few things & share what we had for interview while waiting for another management to assist us , so i told her that im going to have an interview at Orchard Grand Court Hotel afterward & she wanted to tag along so .................................... after the person came & tell us about the shortlisted for the last interview " WHICH THEY ESPECT US TO WAIT FOR 5 DAYS CALL "& not to forget they ask us if we r siblings hahahaahhaahahaha we were just saying no & smmiling kuceng haha , we went off to somerset to rush time for the next interview as it is alreadt 3.30pm we have to be there early before 5 , we had great conversation about the experience we had , shes a nice lady from penang & was at shanghai for almost a year to get her diploma .. cool huh .. she told me she doesnt have any experience in front desk too , but i encourage her just to try , some hotels may have training provided , so at about 4pm we reaches the Grand Court , went to level 2 for interview wrote on the application & waited for the Front desk office manage to interview us but actually my instinct was wrng i tot it was the f.d manager but just a finance staff , she was abit ragu2 about my application & which she told me to wait & have a sit while she called the manager in charge to see if i am capabel for the job so after a few minutes she came back to me & she say " MY MANAGER IS LOOKING FORWARD TO MEET YOU IN THE OFFICE NOW , & SHES NOW WAITING FOR YOU " i was so surprised so went down to the reception & the manager called for me went to her office & have some conversation about the job applying , as usual what u espect from an interview , was asked several question , & i answer all the question & never i forget to tell her that i really looking forward fr a front desk office officer , she did tel me some of the rules & regulation about the hotel , she asked me what i know about front desk & i answered , after interviewing she asked me when can i start & i told her immediately after 11 feb because i had an appointment & she was like saying good good , & she told me actually we call u down because ure our shortlisted candidate i was soo soo happy eventhough ive not yet being emplyed but i feel this is like an achievement my preparation didnt go for a waste , never i am shortlisted for a front desk hahaha kk cont ~ she told me to understand they cant employ me straight way coz the interview of days they had is till wed but she did tell if no one can be better after wed , im already ready fr the jobscope , but the weirdness is she askeed for my ic to photocopy & after the interview while we shook our hand , she did say this i'll see you soon & thhats makes me happier hahaha , but muda-mudahan dgn niat yani carik kerje demi keluarge yani , im sure ill get the opportunities amin , sooo went out of her room to meet Lisa & she look so frustrated she told me how cum the finance officer whom interview her nvr even look at her form she just say sorry theres no more vacancy fr her , she look upset & what for being her friend if i cant cheer her up , & i manage to cheer her up , & hope Lisa get a job soon so she wont have to go back Shanghai =)) see you very soon Lisa , its been a nice day for me today & a new great fren i found =)) hahaah ok then my eyes are so tired & feel like sleeping going off to sleep with bbyb goodnyte to all , 3 more days to go nyehahahahhahahahaahahahah ! Gonna tell hubby about what i had today on his visit =)) & not to forget Babyb New pixie of the day ==))

2010-02-07T15:04:00.004+08:00

Nothing Much for yesterday , Went to the tailor to oter my skirt & trimmed my eyebrow .. Was talking to Tasha On the phone while walking , so many stories to tell about & her about kinda interesting yet mind was worst =( ..... Tasha was saying about what Bahri told her to tell me & i got my self shocked & im not gonna interfere ... Talk2 till i reach the place to trimmed my eyebrow , no reception -.- my samsung omnia is abit low of reception & that i hate so much .. tgh kusyuk bbl then the line was cut .. but nemind just continue in the level 2 fr the trimming told them to maintain my shape and the thickness yet it became thinner ! ish ! whats wrong with yishun ?! or maybe the beautician ? i went there after my post-natal evrything was alright & now ? its been 10 month i kept my eyebrow till it grow & now thin again .. Hmm nemind i gonna let it grow till next year , eventho ill look like one beruang also i wont care .. next year will be my happiest year & i wanna look different on that year haahaha .... ok & then after paying and stuff , singgah kedai buy things for my mama , she wanna make pulot hitam as Hubby's family are coming over ....

As usual went back home straight , rest & have an hour sleep with my dear Edzryl Elween
about 5 plus hubby's mom & lil sis came .. everyone in the house was like kanchong because we all was masai hahaha k .. as usual talk2 talk2 & yet solve certain problem , as there's so many misunderstanding here & there .. his mom advice me alot so as to my mum & brother ..
too much to mention here maybe ill make my word fast , talk3 then ..................

On sunday which is today haha i was surprise to see myself energertic to ask mum & lil bro & my son to follow me down for some excersising but sadlyy went to the resident gym just for " 15 min " & all the way at the playground playing the swing & catching with lil bro , a mother yet so childish .. i was abit malu in the first place to get on the swing , negative thoughts runing on mind , i was thinking shud i sit on the swing or not because i mught get myself damaging the swing as im too heavy but neh ~ wen those small kids isnt there just the 4 of us , pelan2 uh g kt swing ape lagi hahahaah , swing as high as i cud seee i didnt damage anything there ! hehehe play the rocking horse & see-saw with mum hahahah ... see not only me feeling2 mude mum as well , die pon teringin maen buai-buaian .. then b4 gg on carry my sweet love babyboy , he look so sleepy & went on the swing together with him swinging here & there , .......................
after getting all ourself perspired & tired we went all the way back home hehe before i end anything would like to apoloogise to dear edzuan eventho u know nothing what me & mama u bbl smalam , i nk mintak maaf i tak patot berfikir gitu im sorry hubby .. i love you alot " buang yg keroh ambil yg jernih k " i promise i wont have negative tots =)) guess thats bout all .. babyboy calling oleady shud update agian soon bye all =))

2010-02-04T19:35:00.003+08:00

IM SO STRESS UP WITH MY BODY !!! I REALLY WANNA GET MYSELF TO HOW I USED TO BE EVEN ITS STILL BIG BUT JUST BIG UNLIKE NOW VERY BIG I MUST SAY HUH !

IS IT TRUE AFTER GIVING BIRTH ITS HARD TO LOSE DOWN WEIGHT !!????
ON MY PREGNANCY MY LAST WEIGHING B4 I GAVE BIRTH WAS 99KG & NOW LOSE DOWN BUT THE BULGING ARE ALL HERE AND THERE !

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YES MY FAVE ITS NOT USED TO BE HOW IT USED TOO
URGGGHHH ~~ MUKE AKU DAH LEBAR ! DOUBLE CHIN -.-
IMAGINE THAT HOW UGLY I AM ... HAHAHAHAHA

HUBBY SAYS NOT TO FORGET TO EAT EVERY DAY ON HIS VISIT & ALSO ON THE LETTERS HE SENT
HE TOLD ME NOT TO GO ON DIET TOO ??!
APA CITA INI NAK JEK EKH YANI JADI BIG MAMA ... but neh ive been dieting all thanks to my MS PRITY but i did one bid mistake MUNCHING ON A TWISTER FRIES AND ALL THE WAY ENJOYING MCDONALDS !!! -.- URRGHH
ini memang tidak menyenang kn ! i must forget bout you ! twister fries ! OR ILL GET MYSELF MUNCHING ON YOU .......

i really want myself to be like how i used to , to fit on all my clothings & ESPECIALLY MY LOVELY JEANS & SKIRTS =(
im not gonna wear a dress for my entire whole life unless IM OLD -.- =)) hehehe

* lose down weight with good balance diet ~ aiming for tomorrow =))
maybe starting from tomorrow i shud update what i ate the whole day and u bloggers can encourage me what to eat & not to =)) k la have to go babyb crying tatatititutu

2010-02-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

7 MORE DAYS TO VISIT MY LOVELY PAPA EDZUAN & WILL BE BRINGING BABYBOY ALONG =)))

~loving my one&only Babyboy & Hubby Alot

2010-02-03T19:29:00.004+08:00

EdzuanElyani Ween To have a happy family does not mean u need to have a " LARGE AMOUNT OF FAMILY MEMBERS " , To have a happy family the things you need is "GOOD RELATIONSHIP & BONDING " & that will lead you to have a happy family even if you have a " SMALLER AMOUNT OF FAMILY MEMBER " =)

We don need you people above to make us living a happy family " BECAUSE " with the presence of a new member to our family , we are now living as a happy family WITH NO HYPOCRITISM =)

2010-02-02T09:03:00.019+08:00

Yesterday was a fine day BUT a sotong for me , went Meritus-Mandarin Hotel At Their Lunch TIME !!!!! so had to come over after 2pm -.- ..... Was all along at Mac (Heeren) like one mad woman hahaha ... Was on diet BUT ACTUALLY I WAS MUNCHING ON FRIES & NUGGET LIKE ONE FAT PIG ! hahahha lucky theirs food , drinks & yes My hp wireless =)) .. get to chat with my gf , check on facebook & so onnnnn =) ..K exactly at 2 pm , walked back to Mandarin , but sadly i cant walk in proper beacause after rounding here & there i got my leg BLISTERS ! OUCH ! wanted to wear just the wedges which i brought in my bag because i knew when i wore a heel i got blistered everywhere ... but no with a suit & wedges no no no .. ok so action steady walk like everything okie but actually feel like falling & dying .. Till Mandarin sign in again and went to HR ... bla bla bla bla bla went back home & otw to cold storage , i saw MY LUCY LOVE =) was surprise to see her after a few months me staying in yishun then now i saw her ?? , talk like a few words & i went off to cold storage to buy my bbyb food & went back home =)))

Back On 27 January 2010 & 29 January 2010

27 . 1 . 2010

I forget to post it here but would like to actually share with my bloggers i already GRADUATED my certified service prrofessional =)
Says who no qualification cant get job ? im sure with the certificates of skills i got here im sure to get better job =)
A positive mindset will lead me to a positive attitude =)
Happy to have my lecturer who help me alot in many ways & also my colleagues ,
its way so different working together in secondary school life & working with someone that is way older than me =)
NO COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN , NO MISUNDERSTANDING
what you did is be happy , smile & enjoy =))

29 . 1 . 2010
Went to visit Papa Edzuan =) he seems very very happy
& im happy too to see him changing , hubby do change alot
one of the point is his verbal & tone was way too different than last time
I ADMIT HE SOUND SUPREMELY MATREP AT THE PAST but now EXTREMELY CHANGED & TRANSFORM TO BE LIKE A REAL MAN =)
my patience is worth , & its already 6 Months , and im still standing strong waiting for hubby
with NO FLIRTING , CONTACTING GUYS , OR WHATSO EVER THAT HAPPENS TO BE WITH GUY , im sure hubby will be proud of me when he get to know this , what im doing now is to work hard & bring up my child differently form me & hubby , i want elween to be a well discipline boy with an innocent attitude ... Doesnt mean we both are already this way , our boy are to be like us too no right its all the way how we bring them up =)
Ok continue about the visit his mom was talking bout ******* hahaha which will be next year & will be my happiest year =) & dear edzuan was saying back " Takpe Ma , cepat-cepat pon lagi bagos , Ewan nak settle down cepat-cepat dengan Yani =)) haha i was blushing actually smiling away on that visit .. What else can i respond if not smiling =)
then talk as well as laughing untill the end of like about 2 minute , Sad to leave him but had to he did some last sentence asking his family to take good care of them self & as per normal asking mama to take care of me -.- hahahhhaah he was saying " mama jage ni budak nie ma ade jek die gatal2" hahah & as per normal the mum will say " ey ! macam mane aku nk jage die tkkn nk ikat die ! " hahahah haiyoo this guy still have no trust for me HAIYOO ??! i know u're a bit paranoid but dear 6 months already im still there for you .. & im not crazy to go to other guys flirting around wen i know my position as a Mother , which mum still wonder around miggling around when she know she had a child to be responsible with... nemind im gonna prove his thought wrong =))

k after the visit went simei to meet dear bff , nani& bbyg , sadly i cant bring bbyb to some consequences given by THE SW ! so nemind let the picture do the talking im running out of time bbyb nak mamam =) & not to forget my bbyb leftover picture

2010-01-31T17:28:00.011+08:00

LEFT THIS BLOG ABANDONED
SHOULD I DELETE ? YES/NO
TOMORROW INTERVIEW AT MERITUS-MANDARIN HOTEL
SO IT MEANS BBYB HAVE TO STAY JUST WITH HIS GRANDPARENTS
WHILE MAMA & PAPA AWAY =((
NEMIND WE'LL DO THE VERY BEST FOR YOU SON , MAY I GET A BETTER JOB & YOUR PAPA LEARN FROM HIS MISTAKE & IM SURE HE CAN BE THE BEST HUSBAND & FATHER TO ME & OUR SON =)

& LASTLY WOULD LIKE TO SHARE TO ALL OF HOW HAPPY I AM TO SEE MY DEAR BBYB
TO HAVE HIS FIRST MEAL YESTERDAY !
WOW! EDZRYL ELWEEN IS GROWING TIME FLY SO SO FAST & WILL BE FLYING FAST TO NEXT YEAR WHICH WILL BE A HAPPIEST YEAR FOR ME & BBYB FOR CERTAIN REASON
WILL REVEAL THE SECRET SOON NYEHEHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! & YES THE PIXIE ABOVE THE ONE RIGHT ON TOP , I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH BECAUSE HAHAHA MUST BE LAME ALTHOUGH WE'VE NOT YET TAKEN A FAMILY PHOTOS BUT IN SOMEHOW WE TRIO'S LOOK REALLY SIMILAR HAHA THAT'S JUST MY POINT VIEWS WHAT YOU GUYS THINK ? =)) HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ILOVEPAPAEDZUAN&BABYELWEEN SO MUCH =)))))

2010-01-19T22:18:00.007+08:00

Hey PeoPole ! I got though TMIS institute erm which is Tourism Management Institute Of Singapore.. WIll be starting my course commencement this Thurs & im so excited over it .. Im on my way to a Professional customer services insyaallah amin ..
Haha went to the school last Monday . Everyone in that institute was like professional too their dialect was "SUPERB" hahahaha .. Many did ask who reccomend me to the school & i was like i apply all by myself without any company assigning me ... Most of them were there to upgrade their skills From normal officer to a supervisor & stuff ...

Wah ! this could be one oppotunities for me who knows if i pass my course & would come over to upgrade my workskill too ....
Im doing this for my family & importantly My Lil Babyboy =)
Gonna miss hm so much =(( from 9 am to 5 pm =(( thats a long hours i could say =((
but nemind just a lil bit of days or months & im done with it ...

Tomorrow have to ged up to take a passport photo , so that they can make a school pass for me , hopefully my passport photo will turn better this time round hahahahahahahaha !!

okie then i think thats bout all i gotta go bed with babyboy kesian he sorang tido dlm buai .. hahah MAMA COMING ELWEEN ...

*miss papa edzuan many22222

2010-01-16T22:37:00.003+08:00

14.1.10
HAPPY 2 MONTHS BABY BOY HONEY .. MAMA ALWAYS LOVE YOU... NOT A SINGLE CAN SEPARATE US ... WILL ALWAYS BE THERE BY YOU SIDE DEAR WEEN .....

&

16.1.10
HAPPY 2 YEARS 1 MONTH ANNIVESARY PAPA EDZUAN.. MAY WE LAST TILL ETERNITY .. LOVING YOU FOREVER & EVER .. C YA SOON DEAE PAPA ... OUR BBYB & ME MISS YOU SO MUCH

2010-01-13T10:30:00.001+08:00

ok currently nothing to do ... manu did asked y i didnt update fr sooooooooooo long
its because im busy hahah .. busy with lil bbyb , finding school for my course and yes praticing my charisma for my interview .. Already decide on the course ill be taking not hotel & acc BUT certified service professional. Currently waiting for approval from TMIS for my commencement date & interview .. Hopefully i got in .. Amin ..

&

3 happy news!
Yes will be visiting Papa Edzuan tomorrow Hooray !, Tomorrow is my bbyb 2 months old =)) SEE HE ALREADY KNOW HOW TO LAUGH & SMILE
MAMA ALWAYS LOVE YOU BABY WEEN
& the next two days after tomorrow will be our
2 year 1 month anniversary ...
time really flies fast huh ...

OK then till here gtg and mandi will b updating soon ok guys =)

2009-12-31T15:19:00.005+08:00

AT LAST ...
visit my dear hubby together with babyboy & his parents ...
woke up at 5.30 am .. and wash up at 630 till 800 .. as baby ween already awake at 600 ,
wash him up at 8.... *gedebakgedebuk* we went out from home together with my family
to PLC.. was really excited towards the visit.. 3 months i've not visiting him due to my heavy pregnancy haha and today is the day ...

Reach the place ayah ewan & adek already waited for us outside the place itself..
no one could understand how proud i am bringing Baby Ween to meet his papa today..
ok continue ~
register , waited for our number to call out , went in walk , walk , walk till the face2face room place sat outside till called up ,
& that's the time we bringing in baby ween.. ayah ewan brought ween in .. saw hubby looking at his child , he do look very happy n at the same time he do look sad..i was way back before mama ewan ,his dad went in ..i teared up while looking at him .. didnt know & feel like a dream that today im there with his child...
was speechless ... a bit malu hahaha..he was all away calling "WEEN,WEEN im sure his happy upon his son arrival...so do me ...

his mum was the first to start every conversation then next was his dad then me..
ask him for his new 2010 resolution & he said to me he will never wanna say here but wait till i got his letters .. *hmm wondering*
told him ill be taking my exam test this 11 to get qualified to TMIS but he look abit sad & worried .. takot if ill go for some hunks?? NOWAY .. please im always on my word ok ... its been 5 months and still standing strng waiting without flirting around nor guys friends contacted..

never forget the sweetest part , he told me he want to build new life with me after he release
& wanted to take good care of his conduct so that he can be together with me & bby Ween..
hoping you never dissapoint me cause im tired of your 2009 stories.. it really hurt me but im sure people do change .. insyaallah ..

Hoping 2011 , we can live as a happy family after you were to be release..amin
oh ya lastly happy new year to all...

IM READY TO FORGET THE PAST , THE OBSTACLES IVE BEEN THROUGH WITH MUHAMMAD EDZUAN , FORGET THE SICKY THINGS HE DID AND START ANEW LIFE IN 2010 WITH BABY WEEN , MY DEARLY SON =) & BE WAITING FOR DEAR EDZUAN THE UPCOMING YEAR 2011
~loving both edzuan & elween ..

2009-12-30T23:45:00.007+08:00

2009-12-30T16:18:00.009+08:00

WHEN BOREDEEM STRIKE
EDZRYL MAMA & GRANDMUM MAKE USE OF HIM TO BE IN THE SILY PHOTOSHOOTS
HAHA =]
~~LOVING EDZRYL ELWEEN

2009-12-30T09:54:00.008+08:00

SEE HOW MY MENTEL BOY POSE =)
& YES A DAY MORE TO BRING BABYBOY
MEET HIS PAPA !
CANT REALLY IMAGINE WHAT WILL HAPPEN ON THE VISIT TOMORROW
REALLY LOOKING FORWARD FOR TOMORROW ..
PROUDLY BRINGING BABYBOY =)

2009-12-26T21:16:00.005+08:00

Good morning to all ....doing nothing just doing some download for my bbyboy.. his such a mentel boy now who wants us to turn on malay music while his asleep so i decide to download all to my phone so i wont get myself up from late night just to on the comp.. haha .. well i found this particular photo from pujanggamalam blog .. which is my picture while on the top 50 (anugerah ) which was at my 3 months pregnancy see how big i am at just my 3rd months whats more to my 10 months hahaha hahahha ........ reminds me of incident between hubby & my family hahahha =)

5 MORE DAYS TO BRING BABYBOY MEET HIS PAPA !

2009-12-23T20:47:00.004+08:00

BABYBOY

2009-12-16T09:54:00.005+08:00

Registered ESS test on this coming 11 January 2010 =)
Hoping i could get a level 4 & above certified cert
so i can upgrade in taking my certificate in hotel & accomadation ..
its gonna be a pressure for me as its been long since i back-up from school or easy says "LONG TIME QUITTED SCHOOL" !
& for this test i have to revise my english & mathematics .... -.- maths -.- haixx
gonna have tough time then..
Actually i can register for ITE for a certain course after taking this ESS but preferred to go on for a course so i could get the job that i interested in which is in hotel & accomadation service line..so its mean i have to get back to school in TMIS for futher study hahaha morever if i got to pass my upcoming courses, i can seek help from TMIS fr a job offer =)
THANKS MUM & DAD FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT..
i promised i repay everything after i get a proper job =)

2009-12-15T15:44:00.008+08:00

Tomorrow is the day when we will be at our 2 Years of relationship =)
Didnt know time flies so fast ... as i never reach a 2 years relationship in my life before..
Treasuring Muhammad Edzuan Whom showered me with love for all this years eventho the conflict and the obstacles we have gone thru , i still treasure him as mush as he does ...
None other guys could give me the same appeciation & love unlike him ...

Its like unbelievable that tomorrow is already the day , while on our first met , never i thought we could be in a relationship moreever the first time we talk , we both regard each other only like a best friend ... But didnt know deep from all the conversation we had afterall , can lead us to a 2 years of relationship .. & now having his child by my side is the best moment in life..
Carrying a child from the one whom i love so much ..Didnt know that is my precious present in life from you ..

Never once i will dissapoint both him & his lil babyboy ...
never will i stop waiting for your presence in this upcoming 2011
Loving you forever
HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVESARY E[e]D[d]Z[z]U[r]A[y]N[l]E[e]L[l]Y[w]A[e]N[e]I[n]
161207

2009-12-15T10:00:00.004+08:00

how different i am in the past and now
Morning to all my lovely bloggers , wake up early morning set up things to bring Baby Edzryl to Polyclinic for his injection , & now currently editing some pictures i mean today picures that i took earlier on.. Now than i realise how big i am now than the past hahah...nothing more i can say but just maintain my diet-.- .... baby edzryl tgh tido peacefully .... soon at 10.30 am have to go out from home ..... so just finish my time editting & blogging.....

2009-12-12T18:15:00.006+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH TO MY BABYBOI
MAMA ALWAYS LOVE YOU

2009-12-12T15:24:00.006+08:00

Soon Everything gonna get back to normal hahaha
Had my hair dyed , nail manicure-d , & polished , & STUPID HAIR CUT
HAIYOOOOO ... Currently my hair now is really freaking short & YES ABSOLUTELY HATE IT
ASKING FOR A DIFFERENT VOLUME & ANGLE & HERE I AM WITH THIS BLOODY HAIR , remind me of hubby's hair which was trimmed at the same particular salon & he get mad over it .. & now its my turn getting mad over the hairstylist !
FRONT VIEW IS BETTER because it is still long BUT BACK VIEW TSKTSKTSKTSK! mcm boi !
should have listen to mum not to cut -.- ........
Thought of looking better after pregnancy , & this thing happen , i really look freaking different
BIG BODY WITH FREAKING SHORT HAIR AHHAAHHHHHAHAAHAH ... Soon on this 31st will be visiting hubby with his lil boi & wonder what he have to say bout my hair ...
Cant wait for this upcoming visit kinda missing him alot ... Moreever we will be going for a face-to-face visit =)

2009-12-11T15:50:00.005+08:00

THE RECENT PHOTOS

2009-12-10T17:31:00.007+08:00

2009-12-04T23:26:00.012+08:00

Babyboy already asleep .. yes did nothing now , just finish eating blackfish soup that was cook by Nek Sok , hubby's nenek sedare , & which was sent by Mama Wan & his sister . This blackfish is so call as "Polleney" but the different is just that the fish without any ginseng .. It helps wound heal better & faster ... so & yes i was afraid to eat it in my very first point of view , im just afraid that i will taste exactly like how i drank POLLENEY !! but neh its just normal fish , fish taste =) so
they came over in the evening to visit Edzryl & to sent some things too =)
had a great chat overall , the laughter & all ...

Things really getting better after Edzryl were born , prefer things to be this way & prefer it get better & better in future...Just cant wait for this 10th when his mom got to visit Hubby..wondering how his doing overall , how his conduct .. & im sure he will miss his babyboy & just cant wait for the day his baby got to visit him ... Missing him alot..Life kinda incomplete without the one whom i waited all this while.. wondering when will he get out from those four walls =( Soon we'll be in our 2 years anniversary =( how fast but cant celebrate with him either
remembering those 1st year of our relationship makes me feel depressed how nice would it be if we could be like the past celebrating it together with cakes decorated & the suprises , those laughter , sweet memories are just flashing through my mind , & now i just have to wait a year months more =( to get to my normal daily life spending with him adding more withh baby edzryl elween im sure it be merrier =)
Praying for his safe & secure & his health ....
ILOVEEDZUAN
Our love that never have an end ~ 161207

2009-12-03T07:53:00.003+08:00

NEVER CAN HE BE REPLACED WITH SOME OTHER HUNKS OUT THERE .. MISSING HIM ALOT ... ALMOST 5 MONTHS & STILL STANDING STRONG WAITING FOR YOUR PRESENCE

LOVING YOU TILL ETERNITY

2009-12-02T18:04:00.003+08:00

Ok back from KKH .. My dear nurses & doctor says my wound breakdown are getting better YEY !
erm yes mom did give a call saying Hubby's Family tak jadi datang because hujan lebat =(
but will be coming over tomorrow .. & yeah kinda surprise when got home , saw Adek Khalidah edited "My Family Photo " heheh through her blog , nice of her eventho i was irritated in someway while on my pregnancy ahhaha what orang kate pembawaan agaknye hahaha but yes no selisih faham & everything getting better each day & im sure dear Edzuan are happy with this upcoming news ..
Hoping this family relationship's can get better & closer . insyaallah
& TO MIRA MAKE SURE YOU COME TOMOROOW OK !

2009-12-02T08:10:00.002+08:00

HEY YA !! already privatise my daily life blog , my purpose of privating it because kinda wanna keep it confidential to those whom i didnt know well & i only invite frens whom i know & close with =)... yea now doing nothing babyb sleeping again , & his mum most probably bored doing nothing right now so came out of an idea to blog about something hahhaha=)

Ya today have to go over KKH for my casearean check up , to see whether its getting better or worser but hoping it getting better so wont be hospitalised for the 3 , 4th time again ? hahaha

Life getting busier every an each day , but only free in the morning "IF ONLY THE NENEK UROT WAS ABSENT "
lookinf forwad for the third time of massage haha tk sabar sanngat2, lose about 10 kg already due to delivering , lost of water in water bag & on diet but still have more to undergo to get to my normal daily past weight haha stress2 ... any suggestion on losing weight ? ahhaha

2009-11-30T11:42:00.003+08:00

yours-edzuanelyani.blogspot.com
SOON TO BE PRIVATE
do send me email address to be invited
THANK YOU

2009-11-29T09:35:00.003+08:00

A very good morning to all =)
currently just end a traditional massage with nenek yam , which i'll call her the nenek urot..
First day of massage , i feel much more fresher & stronger ... Eventho bengkong not so comfortable but its the best thing to do after pregnancy hahaah or else i get my but n my tummy bulging out haha !

I kinda feel comfortable with the nenek as the way she did shows the experience she had ..
so i dont feel worried if she did anything =)

Many did says its not good to massage after operation but she already re-confirmed to us that she experience operation that is worst than me moreever im at my 2 weeks of operation already & im back home from hospital 4 days before so kinda no worries at all...& ya not forgeting the pilis hahaha nice to be sapu above the dahi hahahahahah

6 days more to go to undergo the result hahha i already had the before picture & will put up the after soon hahahahahahhaahahahha hoping hard that i can get back to my normal size at least rather than staying to this big MAMA SIZE HAAHHAHAHAHAH !

K la till here gtg to feed babyboy ! missing edzryl's father soooo much

2009-11-28T15:17:00.003+08:00

A lovely evening to all & lastly Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha
Sadly have to stay during the raya haji due to pantang
Doing nothing right now , had a pamper session with my son just now as he doent want to be in his cord to be asleep so had to carry him and sing to him ahha & now his asleep
so do a bit of blogging to kill boredeem ! till bbyboy wake up and cry for milk =)
Ok told u guys i had a casearean breakdown right ?
had to overcome holidays at hospital HAHA for 5 days .... Frankly i didnt know what the cause of the breakdown but a bit eerie hmm last 7 days i think i just got back from polyclinic sending my babyboy for jaundice check up when this time i reach home to change my clothings , & this thing happened a water like blood leaking from the lower tummy of mine , every part of the casearean got swallon didnt know what the cause , i was like shocked ! & already crying in pain so lucky dad's at home , called the ambulance & fly off to KKH ... HAIYO its not easy taking care of an operation that already done ..... & bla bla bla bla thats y i was being admitted for five days .....
what to do already request for normal birth BUT an emergency occurs , so had to undergo casearean =((

::TAG RELPIED::
titi: yani!!! congrats gerl! im happie for u n wan. i mean like finally he has a family. u take cr of yourself n ur babyboy too ok..
ELYANI: hey thanks babe ;) yes finally Edzuan now is a family man hahaaha.. thanks fr the concern i sure to take good care of myself & bbyb =)

adeq!!!: that the photo is send u!!The cutest baby!!!!!!!!Now i am makcik:D:(
ELYANI: hehe the cutest baby !? hahah my baby kan tu haahah tahu pon dah jadi makcik but bile orang panggil die makcik marah haha =)

Nana Sugarpie: nama dia sooo sedap, muka dia oso LAGIIII CUUUTTETEE!! ya allah, macam nak cubit2...
Nana Sugarpie: in the meantime u get well soon kies sweetheart, jaga ur kesihatan as well as ur baby, hope u will stay healthy and god bless u.
ELYANI: hehe ape lah u nie .. his pipi now very fragile kalau u cubit nnt sombeng hehe joke2 btw thanks dear for the care & Concern i will take gd care of myself & bbyb ..u too tkcre k dear =)

iRaH: Awww.... Post more of his pics! So cute & geram arh tengok dia..
ELYANI: alright i'll post more darl hehe nemind soon u will be holding & looking @ ur daughter too i pon tk sabar nk tgk bbyg u nie .. rmbr take lots of vita k mum =)

myraquella: yani ! kau dah branak ? omg , anak kau cutenye. asal tk blg aku !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! , yaya aku dah jady mama myra , yay yay
ELYANI: haha dah aku dah branak lah ahaha ! ukan tk blg cume at the meantime time kill myself so much been busy nowadays ampai now i just discharge ! haix ==)))

hidayahhC: okay okay . u just leave me offline msg okey (: MY GOD ! BABY CUTEEEE (: GERAMMMM !
ELYANI: i already message u my number thru your phone tau darl =)

khilla: nak tgk ur baby!! nak jugak!! lol!
ELYANI: cum my home la lei visit bbyb i hehe =)

kellyana: congrats on ur baby
ELYANI: hey its been long since i talk to u sorry la abit busy nowadys =) btw thanks fr the congrate yana=)

shamira: omg! hes face exactly like cousin sey!
ELYANI: What to espect Mira like father like son hehehehee

sha: alahai. when u have the time u post it at blog okies. =) memories mahh.. hahaha
ELYANI: haha nemind i think better the memories lies between myself ahah kalau ingat kan balek mesti tklei tido dah macam nightmare nak beranak sei ahha

ct*: YANI !!!! Congrats !!! ur baby soooooo cute !!! takecare of urself gal !
ELYANI: Hey thanks babe for the praise & congrate u too take care okie =)

lin: woit da bersalin da!alhamdulliah!congrats!!!aku nk visit!!!!hehe
ELYANI: YEARP! aku dah bersalin hehe nk visit datang lah ! ahhaa ape lah kau nie

anis: hey babe!!congrats!!alhamdullilah everythigs goes well!! u have a cute son!!
ELYANI: thanks darl & amin eventho i go thru lots of nightmare in labour hahaaa alhamdullilah son selamat dilaherkan =)

anna: bb,kyute ank kau..ya allah,aku nk loncat2 sia tgk ank kau..ishk,over excited kape aku..nyahahaha..rest more bbygerl...
ELYANI: heheh ape lah kau b hehe =) nk loncat2 lak haha datang lah sini ngn lin lei nampak lagi full =) wei add me kat msn elya@Live.com.sg

bloghopper: your newborn babyboy is so adorable . ((;
ELYANI: Thank u bloghopper =)

Lucy: yaniii your babyboy sooo adroable lah!! congrats .. may you happy always with your loved ones. keep in touch sweets ;p
ELYANI: thanks lucy btw the last time kite bebual kt msn jek dah macam lame kenal btw sorry if i tak online dah lame been busy always but yeah kip in touch alright darl tok to u soon yishurians hahahahhh

nani: haha girl i luv u too get well soon tau... nxt mth go out wit mi tau..
ELYANI: YES YES SAYANG ! hehe but nak kena abes pantang then kite lei go out same 2 YEY !

sha: Your soon face looks like ur BF . Very cute . Bdw , get well soon aye (
ELYANI: haha many says that way too but nk expect ape like father like son haha im sure his father would happy that his son looks like him haha =)

2009-11-26T18:10:00.007+08:00

HEY BLOGGERS I WILL BE AWAY DUE TO CASEAREAN BREAKDOWN = (
CURRENTLY JUST BEING DISCHARGE FROM HOSPITAL A DAY AGO

will update soon & reply all tag ok .. sorry guys =)) & thanks for understanding

2009-11-20T12:53:00.001+08:00

2009-11-20T09:08:00.003+08:00

Heylo Morning Bloggers =)
I've make up my decision not to delete my one and only network which is to blog
BUT never i promise i can make a post every day ... it all depends HAHA ! . . .
Currently doing nothing BUT just blogging , i have the time because Baby Edzryl is having
his peaceful sleep ...... SHHHHHHH!
Everything in life change so much , i myself do change , I became bigger as big as WHOEVER SEEN ME hahaaha as i undergo c-section because of emergency , my wound have to be cured first then the makcik urot can come over to bengkong and all Im sure you malays would understand what im trying to say hahahaha... Time conquer so much im now busier than last time .... Sacrifises everything just for my babyboy =)

Ok let me tell you what the picture shown above , We have my lovely son,
Muhammad Edzryl Elween & my lovely Nani's babygirl Radin Nureiliyah
i regard bbyg like my child too , both of them are so lovely .... What's more i love babies =))
This Family was the first to make a home visit hahaahaha
"NANI , HER HUBBY & HER DAUGHTER"
Nani of course my lovely gf who never fails to make me smile & give support, ILOVEUNANI
Thanks her alot & to whom who give me support too =)

Okie i think thats about all i can blog today .. TATA

::Tag Replies::
SueSuriyana: anak kau cute gler=))))
ELYANI: thanks Sue=)
nani: girl gmbr ur bby and mine ader kt facebk chck it out..haha.. cute..
ELYANI: HAHAHAAH I DA AMEK DA COPY PASTE HEHE CUTE EKH BOTH ... bbyg comel btw what a coincidence photo both babies bobok =)
Ahyeen: congrats yanie!:)
ELYANI: thanks Ahyeen =)
shima: yani!!!!!!!!!!! pantat ko!!! anak boy seh!!! eh aku reali happy giler utk ko!!! congrats!! bile aku leh tgk godson aku..hahaha
shima: nnt ko kol aku ko blg aku cane nk pronounce name anak ko k...syg ko..tc k...
ELYANI: THANKS SHIMA! hahahahaaah uh uh la babyboi =) hehe sorry tk kol korang after birth so many things have to be done skg pon aku seldom kai hp haha lagi kan aku ukan normal birth i have to undergo c-section sebab emergency , skg jalan pon tk kuat pinggang ume nk patah2 hahahahaha hope you understand tau to u n linda tau i'll kol u all soon ok ..

THANKS TO ALL WHO CONGRATULATE US =)

2009-11-19T12:25:00.003+08:00

Presenting EdzuanElyani'S BabyBoy
Muhammad Edzryl Elween , Was Born On The Month Of November
His The Strength Of My Life & He'll Be The One To Rock Our World
WE LOVE YOU DEAR - MamaPapa

* Doesn't He look just like his papa ? =))))

A new life ahead

2009-11-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

Nothing Can Describe How Happy I Am To Hold My Own Child Eventhough I Had Tough Time Delivering , Edzryl Was Born Safely =)

To Some Who Wants Me To Update Pictures , Maybe Soon i Will But Not That Soon
I Still Need Time To Rest Moreever Edzryl Needs Me For All This Time =)
& Still On Thinking Whether Should I Continue Blogging Or Just Deleting it =)

2009-11-12T08:36:00.008+08:00

LONGING TO SEE WHAT WE'VE BEEN EXPECTING & WAITING FOR
ITS A PLEASURE TO SEE YOU IN THIS WORLD SOON
NEITHER ANY CAN HURT YOU
I PROMISE TO DELIVER YOU SAFELY EVENTHOUGH DAD CANT BE WITH US FOR THE MEAN TIME ;
I TRY MY BEST TO BRING YOU BY YOUR DADDY'S SIDE SOON

MAY YOU DELIVERED HEALTHY-LY & NEVER WILL I BURN MY RESPONSIBILITY TOWARDS YOU BABY EDZRYL ~ LOVING YOU FOREVER

IN'SYALLAH , AMIN

2009-11-10T17:24:00.003+08:00

WOW ! what a tagboard i have right now ? People thinking negative towards me !!??
OMG that couldnt be !! i might be dreaming ...
Haiyoo Come on la im not running away ..neither giving empty promises to my dearly hubby EDZUAN... im just away due to my situation dearest bloggers
Wont elaborate more BUT actually i was admitted in KKH due to some issue
ok now then i know its not easy to give a normal birth to a child .. Although im not yet experiencing "REAL" labour but a " FAKE one can i say ?? , i was sent 2 times in delivery suite through some of the days in hospital because i had high contractions & thought i were to deliver Baby Edzryl BUT NOPE THIS DEGEL SEBIJIK MACAM PAPA DIER STILL IN MY TUMMY TILL NOW HAHAHAAHA

To whom , who is thinking the negative side of me PLEASE la how can i runaway with
EDZUAN'S CHILD , eventhough EDZUAN is really worried bout me & think the negative too , think positive la im the mother to his son and his the father of my son...ke lobang caceng if i go to still i can be found this is singapore not america HAIYOO hahahaha i already make a hand writting promises & even An eye to eye promises to Edzuan before he leaves k =)
Wondering How baby Edzryl will look like ? His Dad ?? His Mum ?? haha

TO fifie & sherry , thanks for bucking up on me i really appreciate & i myself were speechless when i see my tagboard but no worries everything should be fine soon...& yeah thanks for the bless too

TO Shamira Cuzzy , alamak u uh funny the last tag u gave haha but still thanks for the bless

AMIN....

COUNTING DOWN TO MY DUE DATE =)
alright that's for now ill be away for longer time hope to be blogging again time that comes by =)
& yeah im not using any gadget or handphone for now =)

LOVE Y'ALL

2009-10-15T08:00:00.001+08:00

Hey people ;) i'll be away for some time of moments due to the "stupid" but gonna be nice home renovation . Everything seems to be dusty here not only my home but i know my blog is dusty too
So will be back soon after everything settle . Just cant bear sitting here , dust all over & coughing loudly as if the throat is nearly out hahaha serious never can i endure this moment of time ,

But maybe i should update something New in its upcoming =)
Tomorrow Soon will be 16 October 2009 will be my 22 Monthsary With My Babylove
& as per normal again , all here alone but still waiting for hubby's letter soon will reach i guess haha
So Happy 22nd Monthsary To EdzuanElyani

&

So to this coming 22nd Of October 2009 , which will be my 9 Months appointment at KKH
HEHEHE " Quite Excited Yet A Bit Nervous For The Check Up " who knows ill be delivering my super baby on that day or a week after of 2 weeks after =)
If its possible i just want to deliver it just next week because after experience it ,
its not easy to bring your big oval tummy everywhere especially when you're near to due date
everything tends to get lower and OF COURSE you'll be tired a few 'Metre' of walking hahaha

Hoping ill have a smooth delivery AMIN
& Hope everything end soon so i could visit Hubby As per normal but with His Babyboy along
* WIDE SMILE *
So bloggers never run away from my blog cause soon ill be here updating again okie tata =)

:: TAG REPLIES ::

khilla: aww.. soo sweet.. i love this lady here too! =) ingtkan action, skali dpt tau giler2 jugak.. good!! hahah!! =) chat wif u soon okay gf.. hehe! mwah!
Elyani: Larr Ape lah Khilla nie haha no wonder in our past school time setakat senyum jek haha
but im glad we tok as much as makcik kpo the previous chat haha chat with you soon okie
pretty lady =) muuaacckksss !!

shima: woit..amcm ko??
Elyani: OIT SHIMA KAU NIE ASYIK HILANG JEKK ! same cam linda haha aku okie jek kau lak ? Btw tak lame lagi aku deliver tau =) btw babe last long with your hubby okie aku uke bace blog kau =)

mashi: hey babe,thanks for the advice. i appericiate it. ouh and i'll link you up to my blog pretty sooooon <333
Elyani : Nah , its okie babe =) we should help one another eventhough if we just knew the person itself .. Dah dah dont stress up over things like that anymore okie .. Btw dear ill link you already too

shamira: yani! where are u.? i cant find u sey.da lame tak jumpe. boo
Elyani : HEY !! haahah im at my home la ape yg cant find me ahah funny larh you =)
Takkan sebesar2 yani you cant find me haiyo u uh !

hidayahhC: boo baby boo !
Elyani : Uh Nie dayah gf ade2 jek tau nk add add dari Shamira's Conversation ahhahaahhaha

anna: b,kau da brpe bulan uh?aku tk sabar nie!!!!muahahahaha
Elyani : Hey dearesttt !!!!! im at my 9 months this coming 22 october =) same2 kite kat sini pon tak saba tkpe2 nnt dah give birth i tell u if i cant reach you , i tell lin to tell you okie ==)

2009-10-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

People nowadays love taking advantage or maybe making use of someone to take the easy opportunities towards the upcoming days for them . I start realising when itself happened , when people react to the action that NEVER show the true them , they are doing for the sake of someone else ? . . . Why cant they be what they are ? Do things sincerely not for the sake for someone else ?

This kind of person will always lose my trust towards them . I just cant stand people with sick-hearted and think just bout their happiness & their smooth daily life as me keep on waiting for the upcoming news that always come from someone else & not from the person suppose to

Pretending will never END any problem but putting more consequences to it
Maybe you people may get lost & have no idea on what is the post about
BUT im sure enough there's one or two would understand .

I myself have my own limits . " There is a limit to people's anger " but if its still going must i just keep my mouth shut & JUST PRETEND TOO?

Can i just back off with this kind of people & just dont bother them ? Maybe i can as they are one too

Im not regretting anything but if i were not to bother anything , just change off my number due to their heaviness hand & just MIA would you thing it risk yourself too ?

Dont just because of your attitude , the pretending & all make me involve the innocent people too
It be hard when i start not to talk to anyone cause once i did , never A ONE will know where am i nor my where about !

" ITS NOT EASY TO TRUST ORANG YANG SEMANGAT LIMA MINIT "

2009-10-10T03:11:00.000+08:00

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NEVER - EVER

Tag replies

2009-10-10T01:53:00.000+08:00

Hey Dear Reader's sorry for not updating because i was away resting as i had my bad fever few days so tends to have more rest . I hope you guys would understand & im sure when im really cure , i will do a proper update k dearest =)
Most probably ill just be doing some tag replies

AHYEEN : gosh. you are super gorgeous (:
elyani : thanks dear you too becuming as beautiful as days goes by =)

nani: told u kn nnt rase cntrctn haha tk percaye tu baru2 blm time beranak oi!! haha aper2 msg or kol mi tau dn forget jgn suro dier keluar cpt sngt..
elyani : ya la darl betol ape kau ckp tuh haix skg aru aku tahu betape susah nye nak mengandong kan seorang bayi ;) Wei tknk uh kalau lei lagi cepat lagi senang tk sabar nk tengok baby creation edzuanelyani nie nani haha =)

khilla: hello there.. i noe u!! hurhur! woahhh! danak give birth.. i wanna see ur baby.. confem2 cute.. mintak kene erm.. gigit cannot.. too sakit for a baby.. so.. cubit jelar.. hurhur! =)
elyani : hehe i know you too dear ex silian kn kn =) yup soon ill give birth .. nanti i give birth i update you so you can tengok baby and KHILLA ! notty you no gigit2 only kiss can .. you gigit i gigit you back haha btw u're linked sweet =)

anis: latest post make me laugh..cute la awak nie..nk dkat labour sey..nnti jgn lupe amek pic baby2 byk2 post ky sini k..:) elyani : i myself also laugh to myself sei anis sebab macam tak pernah terjadi incident gini and it happened & got mum panic over it haha kalau u tgk reaction my mum lagi gelak =) yup soon on labour k i promise i put up many2 pictures here k darl =)

mrs syg: cnfirm tgh excited kn tgu labour?? i hope everything will go fine=)) amin.
elyani: Amin .Yes , mrs syg mmg excited BUT ade takot plus gementar jugak nie . Btw dear thanks for the bless to you too hope you are fine to your upcoming labour k da give birth bilang . hope you have a smooth deliver

*ct: do update k...miss reading ur updated posts => Elyani : HEY ! sweets , the girl eyebrow whom i admire alot =) ok i will update a proper post soon k tengah tak sehat lah darl =)

FiieonaSLSS: hey .!! read ur posts n Fiieona Hope that Your baby will come out well and beautiful ..=)
Elyani : hey babe thanks for reading & thanks for the blessed =) insyallah hoping everything will be fine too

2009-10-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

5 days past and emptied my blog just like that due to something happen although i stay at home 24/7 but everything is alright now . Can i say a laughing matter instead ? haha
On the 1 October if im not mistaken . I had my day ahead with lots of food stuff in my stomach but this one thing happen at the moment of midtime haahaa I shocked mum up from her sleeptest night as this is my a month more to my deliver , & this is the first time ill be delivering my sweet babyboy , that night i experience a labour contraction which i think i shocked mum like i mention earlier and got her panic hahaahah at that point of time mum thought i was playing around due to my smilling face saying " mama , perot adek saket ? camne ?" mum replied " huh kau jgn maen2 dek nie tengah malam , ayah kerje tinggal mama sorang nie .. adek rase ape ?" followed by i replied " hmm ntah lah ma mcm contraction ..skejap ade skejap ilang " mum said "saket sangat ke tk ?" i replied "" ntah lah ma adek sendiri tak tahu ? adek pon tk tahu kalau nk beranak rase ape ?tapi ma nie saket tau -.- " and guess what mum did ? she wake up asap pack all the ic's , pack abby's clothing and and put everything in a bag and she asked me to call up the ambulance haha see how worried is she then i told her not to rush things " mama takmo kol dulu adek rase baby adek nie memaen kan perassaan kite la ma " because i want to wait a bit longer if the contraction end soon then we can get back to sleep & maybe its just a false labour braxton hicks ..

&

GUESSSSS

YES IT IS A FALSE CONTRACTION -.-
SO WE BOTH WENT TO CATCH BACK TO OUR LALA LAND =)
AS WE NEED TO PACK THINGS EARLY IN THE MORNING
CAUSE MR CONSTRUCTION WORKER WILL BE ON HIS WAY TO RENOVATE

WILL BE BUSY AT THE MOMENT =) SORRY PEOPLE =)
imissmyedzuan

2009-09-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

I received a good news from dad & mum while i was all alone at home they say that
Dear Edzuan sent me letters through the mailbox .
Dad called home & asked me to open the door as mum from the first floor all the way up just to sent me the letters .
Was very happy & thankful towards mum initiative eventhough at the past she used to have grudges towards the guy whom i really love , but not any more now =)

After receiving , i went to room and quickly open up the letter that i long waited & read . I teared up throughout the reading , no one would understand how it feels when u receive a letter from a person that you really miss & really love . All those word touches my heart . Especially this

"Nampaknye kite nak dapat baby boi soon..itu yang you nak sangat kan babyboi?..hehe btw dear i tak kisah baby boi ke babygirl eventhough i nak sangat baby girl . No matter what i still love our child. Dear promise me you jage lil junior i baik2 ok ? love him whole heartedly k dear.Raise our child with discipline & well mannered . I janji i will jage conduct and be out here as soon as possible & i promise kite bring up our son together k. Btw dear dd tahu yang dear menantikan sesuatu dalam surat ini juge kan ? Sebelum ape-ape , dd betol-betol mintak maaf atas segale kesalahan dd kepada sayang semasa i bersama u dulu. I tahu i telah lakukan banyak kesilapan sedangkan waktu itu sayang u pade i tulus dan jujur. I betol-betol menyesal sayang , Sayang I tak pernah benci you malah dd btol-btol sayang kan you . Kat belakang i ade lyric lagu untuk you !! "

I feel really greatful towards every promises he made & hoping those promises will never change & he really meant it . Yes i knew he did so many mistake in the past but insyaallah if die jujur dengan semue kate-kate , he sure can fulfill all my wishes . I myself have forgiven every mistake he did . Mudah-mudahan dengan this kind of lesson he gotten as his sentence he can start to realise the one who always give him suppport , give him the evry hope , give him the love he needed , who care for him & lastly the only girl who setie menanti untuk kepulangannye eventhough 1 year 6 months will be a quite long journey , i'll always promise to myself that i can n will wait for him by those time , my lil babyboy is there to accompany me while his away . I know with the arrival of my baby boy , there's no one man can grab my heart even that man is ten times ? hundred times ? better ? I know with the will of god , Edzuan can be better too . Im always here promising and always pray that i can and will be waiting the day when we will be together with no aparting except death . Amin

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the song he wrote in the letters
* already 3 months near 4 months and still standing strong waiting for love

2009-09-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

I was so surprise that so many things happended today without me knowing it
but was greatful towards the kedatangan . As Some would know how's my situation like
but today i see something miracle like we muslim's say " keajaiban tuhan " . The thing that i never duge , but actually happened today =) Wan's Parent which is his family came over my home to meet my parents. As for our family we welcome them with honour . So many conversation were made " maklumlah when each other parents meet" here goes the dad's stories & the mum's stories =) . I was at the living room jadi makcik kpo sehari sekejap hahahah =) . i feel like we are already as a family the way both families react to each other no grudges no nothing . Its great to listen to elderly conversation although i know its a sin & not suppose to do so but i overheard something which i am not suppose to haha -.- . okiela i cant say much but was glad and a bit overjoyed =) but mum always nasihat me not to overjoyed towards any news i gotten , since i was small so i think not to over-feeling , over-enjoyed or what so ever because i dont want the thing i heard to be a just a angan-angan "MAT JENIN" so just wait for 2011 to come in future =)
already wrote letters to wan about what happen today im sure his glad too hearing everything as die yang selalu kan paster2 parents dier and now it happened . Must be him to be the first for me to tell although by letters never mind but what i knew is after the arrival of his parents , what i did first is wrote a letter =)

& to this particular family im happy and thankful to u all too because who knows with the nasihat you all give , now people start to have brighter thoughts . Thanks alot i never put you all aside
&
not to forget my nani who give alot of advises & ask me to banyak sabar

2009-09-25T23:56:00.001+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO MY DEAR GIRLFRIEND !

IM SO ENVY !
BUT WHAT EVER IT IS ALHAMDULLILAH TOWARDS EVERYTHING
IM HAPPY TOO UPON YOUR BOTH HAPPINESS
INSYAALLAH I KNOW YOU'RE ONE RESPONSIBLE WOMAN
& CAN STRIVE FOR EVERY OF YOUR GOALS
AMIN

SEND ME THE PICTURES SOON I'LL BE WAITING

TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF DEAR
LOVE U ALWAYS BEST GIRLFRIEND

2009-09-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

Heylo ! & a verry good evening to all =) currently doing nothing just had a bit fun with mum & abby
like some people say " da tue-tue teringin nak main bunge api !" hahahaha was bored sitting at home and as there still bunge api we tends to finished all up today so went out with mum along the corridor to play bunge api hahaha our intention is to attract abby's attention but he seems like he dont care so all the while kite nie yang tue-tue main bunge api hahahahaha i knew even my mum is a bit fierce , she still the outgoing type hahaha =)

& today i received a call from Hubby's lil sister & from his mum too =)
they called to me to khabarkan how's my lovely hubby =)
was reall happy towards the news but there still one news that still make me worried
the good thing was eventhough i cant visit him , he still asked his family about my where about & as per normal he did ask his mum if im all okie & ya as always that degil boy asyik2 paster2 his mum
he asked his mum if none were to care bout me , he afraid i might " angin & merajok towards his mum " hahaaha & the thing i was like " HUH " is when his mum told him asal pulak yani nk merajok ? kau nie asal takot nah biarlah kalau dier nk pergi ngan orang laen haha " i know it was a joke to wan " but hahah wan was mad hahahaahahaha . . . . He even pesan his adek to tell me for a diet after my deliver hahaha as he asked his mum if " YANI GEMOK MA ?" so his mum already told him that im big as gajah hahaahahahah ! malu ekh kau wan !? hahaha notty ekh hahaha but he didnt show any tentrum to my fatness ! -.- but ask me to take good care of my self amin =)

What to do he have to understand big pregnant woman like me always eat & no one can stop me from eating . . . .
Overall i sended him 9 or 10 surat already in total huahuahua due to my boredness =)

& the worried thing that hubby saket lagi haix but hopefully he recover soon because i know this edzuan taklei badan bahang nanti macam2 jadi haix poor him =( how i wish i could be there or have this Magic which i can cum over to his cell but invisible myself & take good care of him just by myself-.-

Kinda missing him soooo much i reaally desperately wanting to visit him but at this moment i cant till my deliver .........
Insyaallah dear u akan sembuh & sihat seperti yang dulu
i selalu doakan atas kebahagiaan u dan kesehatan u .
AMIN

2009-09-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

Wow it had been 5 days since i last updated my blog =) and as usual my life is as beautiful as you can see -.- ... with the so many issues and soon my mind will burst to volcano =)
okie but im still fine

Okie i sure stop my crap for now and continue my today's story
it have been a month last i went to KKH for my check up & today is my check up
so many new things updated & which i woudlnt want to mention what was happening while having check up but overall my ultra-sound was fine ! very2 fine although this afternoon i fall as in jatoh terduduk kat staircase but alhamdullilah baby alright2 jek and the selekeh thing was i saw his sucking his thumb cuteeee kn !!!!!

Bagos mama jatoh kau uke2 isap jari ekh notty boy ! hahaha doctor said baby's was fine & normal , & the urine test and blood test i took was all alhamdullilah normal no infection , no STD 'S , HIV or easily says everything is normal =)
feel so blessed that my baby is alright
& ya my last 7 months which was last months , baby still at the breech position but TODAY YEA!
baby already in its birth position which is head below kan sorry my english is not as superb so understand2 kan jek k haha

After check up , i saw my beloved cutey fren NANI ! the girl who give me many good advises, who i can depend too so now im not alone but still have mira , & nani

continue what happen after KKH , my family & i went ikea to find some households , & some things there was tiring walking here & there phew-.- feel like fainting of course !
then after which cabbed all the way to Newton circus which look exactly like sempang bedok haha we go for the seafood & it turns out to be really2 delicious especiall the calamari's !
then after flooded our stomach , we went all the way to sembawang shopping centre to buy groceries at giant & as well to find mum's moulimex - sorry if wronged spelled hahaaha blender than followed by too Popular book store to find abby's learning stuff & wah he got himself a electronic kid's laptop for learning & blocks as for me was looking around for cards hahah thought of buying this one nice card so i can sent to him but was afraid if it cant be delivered because theres this irritating music in it so decided not but just bought coloured shinning pens & coloured paper so dier tak boring bace =)

Okie lah i guess i nid to stop till im really tired and kesian baby nye kepale kene smashed by my babat2 ahhahah k larh ill update more soon tata muuaacckkss =)

2009-09-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

Untuk semue umat islam yang menyambut hari raya puasa ,
Yanie ingin memohon ampun dan maaf untuk rakar-rakan yang mengenali Yanie
Jike Yanie ade terkasar bahase ke silap , harap dimaafkan .
Dan terutama sekali untuk yang tersayang , Muhammad Edzuan ,
Walaupun suasana sinar cahaya pada tahun ini tidak dapat meraikan sesamanya ,
Segala silap ,terkasar bahasa sudah pon Yanie maafkan.
Of all sudden this thing came flash on my mind , which was our last year 2008 Hari Raya =)
That was the time we went throunh many obstacles , which you and me are going far apart
which i mean at that point of the fasting months , u were with some one else & i did the same too
BUT alhamdullilah till we realise at this one moment of time , we start realising how important each of us meant to each other & everything came up smoothly , we had our eve raya together. & Hari Raya together
As i still remember the day you had your license and had your bike .
All the way from pasir ris to woodland just to fetch me and to celebrate the eve together with
my friends =) thats will never fade from my mind dear . We had our time spent together happily even it was raining heavily while we're on the road you still make me smile till we met my friends , we had our bunge api ready and i had so much fun last year with you
U're the first guy i'm celebrating hari raya with maybe you might think im lying but its the truth deep from my heart say so because everytime on raya i get myself with the ex untied and we broke up but ure my everything ure the ferst guy to play fire crackers with me n friends & ure the first to show the extreme rocket that u make from the bunge api =) Edzuan i miss those moments with you . And after all you sent me back home althought it was raining you still had me as your ferst priority to sent me back home first & which i came down again to give you my brother clothings and thick jacket so you'll be safe on the road =( why is everything turning me down today ? can i have the time i had with you before in future later ? Those traditional costume in the same pairs , those smile , those enjoyment we had ? I promised i never enjoy any Raya while you're away i just wanna feel how ure are now
NO one could understand what we had since we ferst attached and till now
Only u & me understand every each steps that we had i will never forget you today nor tomorrow neither the rest of my life . Muhammad Edzuan , you always have me in the heart
Insyaallah dengan tulus hati dan kejujuran kata-kata antara kita akan terkabul & Agar kita di temukan di tahun yang akan datang . AMIN
Sekian To All Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin =)
And Yes of course i'll be away at the moment and wont have time to update any ,
So i came out of having my 2007 Hari Rayavideo in =) hahaaaahaahaaahahaahha
&
And tadaaa this is it ....
If it turn to be menyampah to all , please press the red cross button above your right hand corner =)

2009-09-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hey feeling home alone today ? Ya i have to because mum & dad have to go over to interior for
home renovation -.- Im all alone now doing nothing .... Most probably on Youtube watching fuuny pranks haha .... have my lucnh earlier .... hehehe sory due to my not fasting moments haha
like i said i tends to eat & eat & eat so thats the only thing i can spent my whole big time alone...

Mom called a few hours ago & ask if i want to kirim anything SO i told then i wanted This cornetto Ice Cream from McDonald but dad say's it soon melt when they reach by here =( so i decided not too but wait till they reach yishun maybe they have some idea for me to STUCK IN MY TUMMY =)

& after the calls i was really extremely bored so i had my phong hung up and dial tasha's number talk a while and called mum again and ask where is she & she said she already at Chong Pang & dad was asking if i want some rojak india & ya i would love too =) , asked mum for an ice cream but chocolate in flavour & asked dad to buy for me MILO DINOSAUR but dad didnt say any menu's thats has MILO DINOSAUR BUT A MILO GODZILLA instead so i told him " uh bolei la bolei lah yah ape2 lah " hahaah u see im really out of mind and its like everthing im craving i already had it earlier and no more idea on what to stuff my tummy n feed my baby with

hahahhaahah that y parent always told me don gelojoh2 later end up nothing on mind =)
But as in serious way we pregnant woman tends to be very gelojoh at a moments kalau lei mcm satu kedai nak angkat haha betol i feels that way when everytime i wonders around bread shop , all those food shops hahahaha =)

hahaha 2 more days to raya and nothing i felt , maybe tak puase kot? or maybe hunny hubby not around ? just the mood of raya is not there and more ever none was done at home because i just moved this year and we just had the appoinment done with HDB so have to removate home sweet home haha =) but im sure i post up something i had last year do you readers wont feel bored reading my blog or it wont be dusty this hari raya okie =)

Till here then TATA

2009-09-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

CURRENTLY CHATTING WITH LILY BABY THE LONG LOST GF
MAY THE PICTURE DO TALKING ON WHAT WE HAVE THOSE DAYS =)

2009-09-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

Eventhough this is gonna be the another time's i had to endure and stay alone on our monthsary's
its alright for me now , Because i knew im not gonna be alone in future after .
Im sure i'll have him back by my side and doing the best for our families together.

HAPPY 21th MONTHSARY TO OUR RELATIONSHIP
LOVING YOU IS THE BEST PART IN LIFE
I PROMISE I"LL NEVER LEAVES YOU
AS YOU ARE PART OF MY WORLD TOO
2 SOULS , 1 HEART

ILOVEMUHAMMADEDZUAN

16\12\07 - 16\09\09 & still counting

2009-09-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

Today is the 15th Of September 2009 , few More days left to puase ...
Although i have some difficulties in fasting due to my pregnancy , i still respect those
who are fasting .

Ohya today ill be having special guest at home =)
& the special Guest is " " maybe i'll tell you guys later
as my special guest coming later at about 6 , i already planned with mum
that ill be makng all the dishes for buka puasa today =)
which mean ill be doing the cooking today as mum can have all her time resting

The special guest might not be the first to taste my cooking
because Hubby and parents ever taste my cooking but that is always the normal dish
but today something different and i had never cook before but always learn how mum cook it
hahah gementar ni who knows it came out horrible haahaha..

Ya for the bagedel , i already prepared it yesterday night so that it will be easier for me
Today just left me to do like 3 more things and im done =)

My family and me feels very berbesar hati towards the present of the "GUEST" later
whom soon will be our part of family ;)
Dad already went out to buy some drinks and fruits and some etc. for the pencuci mulot

Hope things will go smoothly today heheh TAK SABAR NAK KASI ORANG MAKAN MASAKAN AKU NIE =) if it turn to be nice im sure i'll write a letter to Hubby n share with him bout this
n im sure he'll be happy towards the guest present tpp =)

My Continue Story

2009-09-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

YEY~
everything got up and went smoothly i had my nice day with
**** . To my lovelies who guess as in-laws actually u were half right
and i guess most of you was guessing parents in law but neh nope it was
my soon cousin - in - law .......

sadly her mum , along and her lil baby brother , raqif cant tag along so my lovely Mira came all the way from Pasir Ris
to Yishun as today it be her first time coming over my place , so i call her my special guest
and more ever we used to break-fast outside but today which is abit special we break-fast at my home ...

We had long chat together with my dearest mum before she had the food being tasted ....
GABRA JUGAK AKU NIE ........
although shes like already my closest or so called bestfriend but mesti lah takot
mane tahu tak sedap ke ape nnt malu kite ~

so when we had our food , i actually asked for mira's opinion about the food
if i had to tambah ape2 lagi ke ?
and she said it was sedap ~ ok sedap ajek i need to improve till she say wah sedap-nyee
hahaha

okie we don have that much hidang tadi , we had our mee soto's, longan juices , fruits , delicious pie's that was bought by cousin mira , hmm& kek lapis plus the kuah2 ayam2 , sambal cili padi , bagedel's ume its already full the dining table .

Ya i was quite proud and happy2 because of all sudden mira say my bagedel sedap n she realy like it then i was like happy giler haha ye laah mcm jakon aku nie ferst tym kasi org laen lak makan mesti happy semcm .. Thanks Mum who guide me in cooking...

Bestnyer masak .... but the problem is panas nye hahaha..
Now mira already says kemungkinan hari raya ini she and her families coming over so nak kene prepare ni hehe ...

so after we break fast, we went to room and do more talking and browsing the net as well
reach the time at 9 pm , mira have to go home so mum already prepare the bekal2 and ask mira to bring home for her families aik nak comment jugak dari along nie hehehe *wide smile* =)

Ok la overall i had my day today and not being bored satying at home like as per normal days =)

gtg now tata lovelies =)

2009-09-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today morning i had my lazy bods up as today is the 11th and have to visit hubby
was so excited upon the visits and cant wait for his new upcoming news '_'
It was raining heavily as i have to go all the way from yishun to changi for the visit poor me -.-

But for the sake of my love , im willing to do so
Have to be at PLC by 1:45 PM for the tele-visit . Met his mum & nek sok there
registered and went to room 4 for the visit .........

I guess he gain weight as his face was rounder n chubbier
overall he looks better than last time .
But sadly he look very weird today as we asked , he said he caught a flu and a sore throat
haix poor hubby have to endure all by himself -.- it used to be me to help him recover an pampered him while his sick but when i wasnt around , he have to do it all alone
kesian hubby ...

But eventhough he was abit grumpy , he still smile all the way and make me happy with his words =)
he keep on asking his mum if shes have ask bout wherebout & he keep on pastering & paster & paster hahaah can see he really cares and scared bout my lost towards him hahaha

And ya as per normal his death hand sign showing L O V E hahah always did that when visits him yes without fail ok

So many things did happen while visit .
The sadness , the happiness , the laughter & the jealoousy
BUT overall everything was fine and ya hope hubby is always there looking for his
bright side . He told us he wanted to go to Prison School and take a better cert so
he could get a better job in future .
And thats really make me proud of him although of all people who ever says his useless
and have no life i guess now he wants to proof all wrong and of course im as his property will always support him and always be there for him =)

& ya one more he did say to me as i can only go out with Mira his cousin and not the others ahhaah , even hes giving me the green light to choose our baby's name he said any that i chose he be happy and accept .

BUT YET STILL NO IDEA

i guess i have to start thinking now as im at my 8 months and soon 9 months n soon on labour and tadaaaa have to have a baby's name -.- ...

and ya after those visit went to P.R interchange to mit mira cousin then off to Dhoby Ghaut to meet my besrest friends whom i never met since May and off to Little India haha

i know its weird ,now people might think we're retard because some now uh huru-hara over Geylang but us ?? Little India but hey we are there up to something ok

After mira cuzzy and wawa baby bought their stuff , all the way from the street shops to MUSTAFA CENTRE to have wonderful time in toilet haha weird ya i know because i was like all over finding for a clean n comfortable toilet =)

Then off to farrer road catch the train , get to Dhoby bounced to raffles then to YISHUN to meet my dear mimi and her boyfriend . While walking underground i was thirst till i got my head spins so asked permission from my lovely two people if they don mind me drinking in front of them .

Agreed and yes i was al alone drinking while walking with them....

Soon mimi and nas came , breakfast at LJS and ya forgetting they said i look different than in the past hahaha haix what is so different and they told me which was at my face area . hahah

They keep saying bout my cheeks and jaws -.- wawa told me this while lovelies was away ordering food , " Muke kau cam lagi chubby and your jaws became wider " then i was like HUH ! ape muke aku square ? " wawa said " ukan square la but your chubbyness conquer till your jaws and have none double chin " haha haiyo this wawa uh ! and ya i guess i look like how they describe even for the visit nek sok and mama ewan did say how big i look like & not to forget

what mum always says to my lil brother " abby tgk ade king kong kat umah-.-" jahat ekh orang2 nie ume ahhahahahhaahah nemind i'll bark on my appearance after i soon to deliver OK!

and after those had our sumptious dinner off to northpoint , anta mira cuzzy at the bus interchange and wawa sent me off first then she went off catching her bus =) thanks wawa for having the kindness towards me ..... k i think thats all about it what i did today =)

2009-09-11T08:40:00.000+08:00

Hey dear bloggers currently im awake for my sleepless night i couldnt get my eyes tight closed yesterday night as i guess i was over-excited with the happy news .

Im all awake yet mind was like a projector that makes me thinking
I always wonder & think what about the past . Most probably im thinking about the relationship that i have for nearly 2 Years = ) . I never had a long term relationship in my past and of all sudden this was my first longest relationship i ever had .
i was thinking why i chose Muhammad Edzuan to be my partner in life & decided to go for a serious relationship in my young age & soon building a family with him ?

Although i had the pains , the tears all over me & still why am i cant able to let him go
when he first make me mad ?
Everytime we quarell we always have the word break ups in our relationship
but we always get back together no matter what happens . I suppose my family & friends did get fed-up with the words i have to them after i had a big quareel with Edzuan
But what ever happens again , we still together & we still do forgive & forget so what is that means ? Some would say its already been fated but as to what i always believe ,
god always gave us the best partner in our life and suite us best , kite nie sudah ditakdirkan untuk hidup berteman and moreever in life god already decide whom we are to be with .

So i always take this as a answer to my question mungkin Edzuan wasnt the perfect boyfriend whom just love to make me burst into tears , make me worried and shout like mad -.-
like i said god always give the best for us in future who knows with the willings and my prayers ,
everything get better in life and as to Edzuan who knows he wasnt the perfect boyfriend but a better husband ? ? I N S Y A A L L A H ~

People do say setiap kejadian mesti ade hikmah nya .
I do believe in eveything that happens now soon i'll be a mother to his child
im just hoping i could have a more matured thinking , be responsible in everything & change everything in life as i did too many sins in my past

Sekian ~ Ezol Elyani

2009-09-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

I was half asleep and when Adek call me up and tell me about the good news
IM NOW NOT SLEEPY ANYMORE AND MY RESTLESS GONE

SO HAPPY~
to get a letter from Dear Hubby =) . Eventhough i didnt get to read as it was post
to his house , Adek did read whats the letter contents =)

I feel touched and ya i did burst into tears =(
i didnt know that he was there thinking bout me and his lil baby
Eventhough we thought it was a babygirl in the first place , he keep on mention
EDZLYN ELYA hahaha . . .

Asked me to jage baby Edzlyn Elya hehe dd guess that letter was sent before you knew the confirmation of a babyboy kan =)
but nemind baby boy ke baby girl its still our's and i'll promise
to drink MORE MILK RATHER DRINKING CHOCOLATES =(
I promise I'll wait for you
I promise not to go out everytime & be taking care of Your lil Junior

Ouh god i feel like shouting out loud and tell the world how happy am i right now =)
No worries my dearest dear i'll be the best and a responsible mama to your son okie

n ya one more he did mention this " B jage baby ddy baik2 biar dier sihat MCM PAPA DIER KAT SINI "

haha ye la dear MCM PAPA DIER JEK LA MAMA DIER TOLAK TEPI K hahahahaha
haix his letters make me missing him more =(

G-FORCE

2009-09-09T16:16:00.000+08:00

Most Probably I had a relieved to my anger & ya i already upload

G-FORCE cant wait to watch but not going to watch this late night or else

i get myself asleep hahahaha & those cutie lil guinea Pigs agent watching me sleeping hehe.

Been wanting to watch this show when first i saw the advertisment while watching ICE AGE 3 with lovely hubby .. But afterall felt lucky to found the full movie or else i get myself thinking who to ask for company to watch this movie in Cinema with me haha but way too different going Cinema when dear not around =(

Had my vitamins for lil babyboy & currently im just posting a blog while babyboy

having a soccer match in my tummy hahah -.-

Of all sudden his been active today keep on moving here and there

kicking hardly guess he cant wait to live in this world haha CRAP

Okie i'll stop here as im feeling superb tired and restless okie till here guys

after watching g-force tmr i promise i describe how it goes like ok

TATA BLOGGERS & GD NITE =)

2009-09-07T09:49:00.000+08:00

Hey Morning to my beloved bloggers ~
the time strike at 9:30 am and i already woke up , washed up
& had my sumptious breakfast .

As per normal daily time , i spent my bored time blogging
thats the only thing i could do right now
nothings up on mind -.-

Hmm today is already the 6th of September , and at about ten more day
will be me & dear Edzuan 21 Monthsary =) & it be my third time celebrating it along ;(
but okie wouldnt mind being aone at the moment because soon b4 our anni , ill be visiting him
on this 11th September ~ YEY

and the sad thing was maybe this eleven would be the last for me to visit him as days goes by ,
my delivery day could be any point of time or just maybe in 1 months time so just have to write letters to him =( more ever after delivery mom says , i would be on pantang so worst cant even get to visit him like for 44 days :( wow still long long visiting after 11th ....

But when everythings over , will be bringing the new born with me for visiting & that is which i cant wait for =) . Maybe with the looks of his new born , he change to be a better , nobody knows what the upcoming future is like ~ insyaallah if he wants to be better sure he can

2009-09-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

I was so bored right after came back from Causeway ~
so i thought of writting in the Hari Raya Card and sent to Edzuan Place
before hari raya because it will be like 1 week plus for the letters or Cards to reach
hmm i was doing nothing but writting right now & after my writings ,
i was doing some deco in the cards ahahah ~ childish =.=
rather than my card being emtied , better of i make some word design although it may looked
ugly i hope dear hubby will appreciate my effort but not to worry its not as if i did that card
all by myself still got nice cover dear edzuan only the inner side i make it interesting for you

Haix just thinking hows my raya if he wasnt around with me ??

2009-09-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hello People its already two weeks of fasting =) and a few more days to hari raya =(
okie as today is saturday most families are on their family outing so to mine =)
i had my fun for the past two days which were with my friends & family
and as today is my lil brother 3rd birthday so we thought of going out
as a family

So a bit of story telling all ~
i went out with my family to Pasir Laba Camp for the view of Army open house and
of course to watch the performance ...
Me & family were really looking forward to see the MP performance , my brother was there performing .... Okie the perfomance was nice , mostly they are just playing with their rifels =)
i thought brother was just turning2 his rifel with his mates but actually we are wrong till the host mention " we have copral Ezol to step forward " haha we as a family was really proud of him because his the only person doing his own presentation at one moment of time , & in the middle of the stadium =) ~
will be showing his video soon here =)

Okie after which after all the performance , we went to the mission megamart if im not wrong
They sell many stuff and ya it is just at 3pm THEY HAVE ALL THEIR FOOD AT FOOD FAIR
HALAL PLUS CHEAP PLUS DELICIOUS!! ;) most of the muslim are on their fast hehe but okie so guys im sorry for the masai-ness just now to whom did saw me sitting among the philipines and enjoy my food hehehe =)
mom dad and lil brother was there too and the one eating was just me & lil brother haahah =)

After we full our stomach with those food , we thought of going for an excursion at the open house but it was so hot whether till we get ourself perpired like **** so just went out and waited for cab and all the way to Woodland , Causeway Point .

We went metro to survey some things because they had their big sale now , and followed by we went kiddy palace to buy Abby's birthday present , ayah & mama bought him a big2 car which he can ride on and me was looking for my baby stuff , but while looking, i was thinking i already had all the things what for borong lagi wait till nanti baby dah kua baru best borong2 baby stuff =)
so of all sudden i thought of buying abby's a birthday present but none was on my mine so
was walking all alone and was supervised mum & dad so they wont get near me because i want to make it a surprise for abby ....

Of all toy down there , i bought abby a teddy bear CUTE2 =)
Gave him on the spot after i bought it for him
he really love and like the teddy ....

so after those , the time nearly reaches 6.30 pm and we
suppose to be at Breeks for our break-fast as wea already make a reservation
who knows if we be late its be given to somebody else

we went in and called brother up to know where he was. While waiting , browse thru the menu , chose the food =)

blablablablablabla
too many to write i guess

afterall we had so much fun , we went back home as one family
THE END haahaahaahah

2009-09-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

I have an enjoying outing with my lovely people which is Tasha love and of course my cousin love, Shamira ... There's Bahri , Tasha's Upcoming Hubby which is my dear hubby bestest friend, and Ajidbie , Tasha younger Brother .... They were exciting people they make my day ...

I went out earlier to mit Tasha & Clan at Peni First was lost Due to the wrong information that was given by Tasha haha =) Jahat kau tasha hahaha . .
Then Tasha fetch me outside the Peni entrance then followed Tasha Brother to one of the shop to buy his clothes hahaah okie those siblings were a cute one hahaah dah mcm abang and adek , instead kakak n adek , hahahha . . . So many laughter before meeting Mira cousin, but even worst after meeting mira MORE LAUGHTER hahaah

kk Continue ~
after ajidbie chose his clothing , we went to city hall mrt to catch the train and al they way to Orchard Mrt to mit Mira , then ........................................................................

we walked to takashimaya to survey for baby hoodie towel for my upcoming baby so as to tasha
she wanted to have a survey at the baby fair =)
Okie for some of the clothings like the newborn baby clothings is quite worth it , quite affordable , got brand , and also quite interesting I LOVE IT =) was crazy here and there .
And one more instead of searching for baby stuff , we were looking for cute babies all over ahhaa
~SIOW

enough looking at cute babied then mira help me for the search of the hoodie towel for my baby
and saw it , quite cheap ok la it is affordable . Then again was crazy over there looking at baby booties hah a=)

kk ... then after a loong journey at the baby fair , Ajidbie intend to go home and he really did so left with me , cousin mira , tasha & bahri walk walk walk untill kaki lengoh walked all the way to Far East Plaza went to KFC to break-fast , lots of topic came out in mind was laughing away in the KFC like MAD WOMAN while THIS MIRA TRIED TO CONTROL SHE SAID TAKNK BATAL PUASE hahahha ok ok we declared we got mengutok abit but hahah ntg ntg hahah

So many laughter and so many funny stuff did happen just now we sat there for a long time
and after those food went to far east to follow Tasha's of all sudden planned which is to by flabby skirt but all those skirt flowery2 ang she doesnt want to so she bought herself a dress k nice2

Then after that we went back to the orchard MRT went separate ways =) tasha n bahri went to the cabin which go to city hall while me n mira went opposite way .. OH ya forgetting to mention it here =) thanks Mira Cousin sending me all the way to Yishun its so kind of you although Wan wasnt there with me at least there stil his family members that care for me =) Alhamdullilah god have show me abit of the answer to my prayers amin..Hope Wan will be so so glad plus thankful to Mira when his out too =) and also thanks Mira for taking Care of me for this whole day
Thanks Cousin i feel very appreciated towards everyone in the family Mira Thanks =)

2009-09-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today i was out with mum to Marsiling to accompany her and lil brother ,
Ya i have to accompany my beloved hubby friend , girlfriend to her check up but mom was like
merajok here and there to me if i didnt get to follow her so i did accompany mum
then thought of meeting Tasha after accompanying mum but mum too long time ,
she went all the way to Marsiling Point to go Sheng Shiong and also buy her things there

Bought some of the baby lampin there who cares about the cheap pricing its looks cute with
those baby print out "CUTE TAU " then get back home at about 1 plus quickly called Tasha Loved and asked about her where about . She was with her boyfie , Bahri =)
ish best nyer kalau lah Wan masei ade mesti we both going here and there together =(

Ok continue story ~
she was at bugis with Bahri otw to Pasir Ris just to meet me there Owww So switt
okie they wasted their precious time at Mc waitin for me and all of sudden it came out to
be dissapointment , is not that i want to pai tao them its just that my body tak larat
tasha sound abot dissapointed , i know dear, and she was like ey aku tol2 nk jumpe kau sei so as to bahri .. then i was like alamak tak sampai hati lak but i really damn tired already so i really said sorry and she accepted and maybe we both or we three meeting soon and this time round i wont give the damn reason okie PROMISE

ok this whole evenning was fun =) went chit chatting like a makcik kpo and pakcik kpo with beloved Ezol Khelni , which is my elder brother heehehe we feel comfortable in speaking english to each other haha so was like kecoh2 lah english + a bot malay hahhahhaha u see rojak
watcheD Singapore Idol together had big fun big laughter with him and afterall went to his room, showed him this one gay's blog and this topic came on brothers mind haha its abit related to the blog la and which was about "GAY" hahah i was like " ey abang , you like this uh at your bunk ? summore you so choosy asked go find girlfrend but u preffered single y uh ? u gay uh?" the he was blurred and said " eh no uh fuck la become gay i have my own sence of choosing a girlfriend i prefer chinese girl la then malay haha i want to find better not just hantam2 like you " hahahaah and of all start this one topic came out by brother !
and brother told me about one of his bunk mate whom me & Dear Edzuan Really hate hahha
his really a big " MORON" luckily that point of time i chose to be by Edzuan Side if not ~
"BLURRED" hahaaha
bro told me bout his BIG humiliating story !
and its funny and for a sure i wouldnt want to share it here because its kinda a shame haha
have to jage people's pride la im not that cruel hahahaah but among sibling
ape nak simpan2 hahahah but overall i guess Dear Edzuan was right about the describtion about this man that my brother talks about =)

This guy used to say this and that bout dear to me he said Wan wan muke mcm gitu lah ginie lah and even he did say this " aku tgk kn yani wan nie mcm *********" he asked me to leave wan BUT LUCKY I DIDNT ! betol nye **** nie anak but actually his worst hahaahhahaah

a simple word cant believe he would want a gay **** his **** hahhahahahah ok that bout it
not a longer one later org dapat tahu aku ngan abg aku jugak kene hahahaha ala but what to do
its like the whole big bunk know about the history of u and ****** haha .

hahah okie after the big whole lots story bout this lamess guy we went back for the result show and then went room to update all this lots hahahah

THANK YOU =))

2009-09-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterdy was a fine family day for me although it was tiring+rimas+lengit+panas=masai
hahah i really had fun with my dad mum n lil bro , my elder brother didnt get to tag along coz
he was late back home from his camp ..... So we four went to bazaar geylang , its been long to geylang with my family i think it was when still a small gerl , break fast at
our long long favourite i cant remember this kedai mamak restaurant , i really forget =))

Then after breaking fast we went ll the way to Joo Chiat to find mum things , some ayat-ayat
for home deco , and some stuff but mom too cerewet so we bought nothing at Joo Chiat
So many humans , "TYPE OF HUMAN " i mean -.- No offence to many crowds there
saw quite a familiar faces & my friends , my ex-job friends hahha one of them was Shida
from Park Hotel Orchard She was so shocked to look at me EVEN while the long way before
she reaches me she was like doing her hand sign "something like fat-fat" hahaahha
when she came nearer then more shocked she was like " ey yani dah brape bulan nie " i told her nearly 8 months cute her sayang2 my tummy hehheehe sweet of her =) asked me to have lots of rest and bla bla bla many many to say but tired of typing

Walk walk here buy this buy that bla bla bla n afterall borong for food hahahaah happy2
a pregnant woman like me what more would i expect for ? Baju kebaye ? Baju kurung ? eee
no i guess tkde size some more everything dont suite my eyes -.-
so was looking forward for the food fair !!!!!!!! ~~

dad bought 50 stick of otah , 8 ayam percik FOR ME , dengdeng 200 g JUST FOR ME haahah
i know it sound weird for buying lots of otah just for the 4 of us hahaha but ok lah tuh but still
i need more guess my baby boy really craving for it hahahaahhaha........
&&

hmm i guess to many to say n im really really tired of typing just about this topic haha because i got lots and tons more to share hahaahahaha

ok till here ill share more later bout what me and my brother was doing this whole day today =)

2009-08-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

I was ****ing bored but i went browsing thru the youtube and i found bout this
lady who was pregnant with eight babies in her womb . Nadya Suleman is her name
if im not wrong then was looking through the relayed video & look what i found
OMG ! SCARY ! hahahahhahaahahhha ! luckily this video are there to accompany me
LMAO !
"(1)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGP6YJH59dI&feature=channel
(2)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxtgLzi-aK0&feature=related "

Enjoy watching bloggers =)
please do watch it from number one & two you'll understand =)

2009-08-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hey Peopole ! Currently had a movie marathon with mum this early morning till
this afternoon =)just to spent the day . We watch ' BOHSIA ' haha . Okie supposingly the outcome from watching was like KECOH mum was like e'ey asal pompan-pompan nie bebual gitu sekali ?? " Dek kau kat luar pun ginie ekh " OH GOD ABSOLUTELY A BIG NO ! my bad attitude have a limit hahahha lerr to the extend lak mama nie my mum always like to think negative
-.- ...

Okie i guess that show wasnt a good example BUT for my experience watching it ,
it wasnt a good story for young adult to watch because i think from the intension of following the good from this show , they will take it alternately you see
no big offence la =)

Every people have their own padangan to this show =)

Okie after those we watch liar liar which was a long long ago film
not much comment to the story the first part kinda bored

and followed by we watched Cinta Fitri Season Ramadhan from the first episode
to 41st episode -.- woooo sampei tertido gue ...
hahaha okie the show was 10 out 10 "GERAM DENGAN ITU MISKA "
i really hate her just feel like lasering her mouth and pull her hair hardly
and especially when she start to wear "TUDUNG" but still with her niat hati yang "BUSOOK & JAHHAT..i feel LIKE EEE just wanna pull her off hahhahah seious that sinetron was superb
" KITE YANG TENGOK KITE YANG GERAM " just wonder if im the one in Fitri's place
conferm kick2 that MISKA BUTT ! hahah

After those all movie & sinetron , i was browsing through the net and came across
my darlie's blog hahha was reading to it and alersmak ini anak kecik ! hahahah
"Elyanie Cik salmah ; Mummy soon to be. <3" hahahhahaah waduh2 cik aminah ini haha that was the name she called me
and i called her CIK AMINAH ahahaahaha hahaha so random =) macam of all sudden we call out names hahah tkpe heydahhilson nanti aku carik name paleng GLAMS untuk kamu k dearest hahaha
LOVE YOU GF BINTANG KECIL =)

2009-08-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

I was doing nothing after my search of my baby accesories this afternoon with my family although Hari Raye is nearing , we are just busy with the baby stuff to the Raye stuff haha this whole day so tiring + i think i caught a cold and my fever came back -_____- all the way to
Kiddy palace to find neccesory new born baby stuff at the moment . Dad spent for me a some from his savings, but Thanks mum and dad eventhough it cost a lot insyaallah i'll repay back everything when everything is done okie 8D . . Dad was searching around the kiddy palace looking for a Latido Bed because we preferred something not as big as we saw the first BUT if theres no smaller one dad says his okie with the big KANDANG but as to me i dont want to i just dont like the circumference to be wooden i prefer like cotton type so as dad was searching with mum , i was like busy LOOKING THOSE BABYGIRL accesories haha~ i just find the girl stuff is much more interesting to the boy stuff because girl have their hair bands , ribbons as to boy cap as usual and the "SNOWCAP" sorry i dont know what it call haha..Few minute after dad was like calling after my name and said "dek dek dek ayah dah jumpe dah hehe" see how excited my dad is hehe so we went to him and tadaaa saw my LATIDO BABY BED chose black and blue for the color as was looking for more other things after chosing the bed and ..Currently i feel so excited upon the baby arrival :) so to Everyone in the family too ... Just hoping you my dear babyboy will always be safe & warm at this moment We'll prepare more new things after your arrival k dear .. HAHAAH mama tak larat nak jalan all my leg become swollen each and every day heh etak betah mau jalan hehehe ... actually theres more to share but im just tired typing my flu are getting on my "NERVE" -_____- till here then tata buddies =)))

2009-08-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

My day was fine today although i did more sleping then awaking heh ~
woke up at 8:30 am today had a washed up & was always here in front of the com
checking my things out =) & was chatting with cousin , Shamira . . .
As she got home early after her prelim examination . Was asking how everything was it fine ? n bla bla bla till we get tired with our eyes looking through the screen , we both went asleep

And again i was awake at 3pm due to the painness of my tummy and the uncomfortable to my sleep . woke up mum had my vitamins with her so i wont run away from those long big tablets heheee so had to get up and ate those vitamins and get my lazy bump up to the chair and off to the computer to check my blog and e-mails . . .

Shamira was online and have conversation with her , she was bored so do i -_-
we went chatting away talking bout food and meetings !

wahhhhhh supposingly i'll gain more weight then if the plan we planned was succesful PLANNED ahhahaaah ahhahahhahhha !

jump off to my another msn and a friend of mine , Nani was online too so was chating with they both girls till shamira wanted to edit some pictures , while she was away was busy chating with my nani a looooooong makcik2 storyy hahah ~ so suppose to call ourself the makcik nani & yani hahaahahah

okie till her lappy got low batt so as to mira have to offline , i went offline & help mum prepare food for the break fast * EXTRA2 JEK AKU NIE * although i dont get to fast , nemind at least by temanning mum frm he alone breaking was a pity kan as dad and bro have their work duty today we are all three alone at home aik no no 4 which is me mum abby and my lil soul with is my lil babyboi in tummy hahahha okie then gtg for now have to help mum tatta to all

ILOVEEDZUAN&BABYBOY

2009-08-28T00:09:00.001+08:00

I have my third check up today at kkh ...
Again went with my parents at about 2 pm
Went all the way to B1 to register and bla bla bla bla

Went to see the consultation and went scanning at the place itself
Baby Boy was fine and everything was normal and healthy
was being told my Estimation of my due date which is at the
Early or Middle of November 2009 =)
so feeling UNPATIENT ! ! ! sooo EXCITED

After the consulting , was walking aroung kkh looking for babies accesorries
and look who i saw ? ?
i saw my ex primary schoolmate which were close to me too when we are at
Primary 3 . .

We both used to be the TOM BOY type in class and was really shocked
to see her with her cute babygirl =)
waduuhh tol tak sangke lei terjumpe kau and morely u already have a child with you
so cute =) its was so unbelievable

have just a little of conversation & she asked for my number
and we start msging to each other saying tak percaye here , tk percaye there hahaah

morely i got no word to say quarter from the Women at KK are at their young age
here and there walking always saw the same familiar faces hehe
nemind ye we girls don mind what people wanna say :0

SAY AS MANY AS YOU CAN =)

Been Thinking Of You

2009-08-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

Today i hardly have my sleep , my eyes are just wide open n my mind never stop thinking
of you .
Just being concern if everything is fine there .

Been thinking what you have for sahur & buka puase
Whether you have enough food among your cell mate and are you
starving there ?
im Just so worried dear love :(

Eventhough theres not a chance to call you and ask for you being ,
at least im out here praying for your safe and wellness

Its been soooo long you leave me
Please be back here soon im missing you badly
2 more weeks to visits and its a long period how i wish
i can just close my eyes and the next day is the day i visit you
HEH ~ how wonderful would it be if its really true
im just living in fairy tale story i guess to much magic imaginary :(
hahahhaha

&

How i wish you can have your own tea break time having a computer with you
so you can check on my blog and read every single of my post ~~~~~
at least you know im out here all alone waiting for you patiently
without any bad truency when you're not around
always want you to know that im worth staying and i dont flirt and bitch around when youre
not there :0

WHAT MORE CAN I SAY IMYSM DEAR EDZUAN :(

2009-08-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

My baby boy changes things;
They never be the same;
My life is filled with wonder,
Since my little miracle came.
Theres lots of things to do soon,
But with the new tasks i have to face,
My family soon gains more love,
And bonds time will never erase.

Thank you for coming to my baby shower;
Thank you for the present.
That you were there is special to me;
Seeing you is always pleasant!

I LOVE YOU BABYBOY

POSSIBLE?

2009-08-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

I just hate looking myself through mirror right now !
i just feel myself so untidy and soooooo HUMONGOUS ....
i just cant describe my own size i feel extremely big especially on those arms .

GOSH will i maintain this way until my deliver ? ? ?
keep asking mum again and again and the same old thing that she likes to repeat
me: Mama nie badan adek nie lei tron tak .. tangan kaki adek ume dah mcm gajah sey
mama: ala nanti lepas bersalin dah urot ume nnt okie la
me: ala kalau tk ok jgak mcm ane sei ma ? dgb muke adek bijik2 gini
mama:ala dek nie ume kan pembawaan tu la kalau nk cantek sape uro buat keje gitu
me: mepek la mama nie hahahaahahah

u see she keep on saying ill be as per normal soon she says its because as days goes by to my deliver, everything got swallon she say "kembang air something like that gosh
HOPE MUM IS TRUE .. i cant bear looking at myself this way i can swear i look ten time ugly like a elephant hahahahah !

* LESS FOOD & LESS SLEEP

2009-08-23T03:36:00.000+08:00

Okie its kinda a boring day for doing nothing but just browsing

Was browsing-browsing-browsing and found something on my

ex secondary school website..

IM TOTALLY SO SPPECHLESS AFTER SEEING THOSE N7 CLUSTER PICTURE

WHICH WAS FEW YEARS PAST,

I WAS SOOOO SHOCKED TO SEE A PICTURE OF ME TOGETHER WITH THREE OTHER WINNERS !that was the mother tongue singing competitiiiiiiiiiiiiiooonn i was chosen to represent

my school for the malay singing and got second OK LA TUH !! haahaha

hahahahaha i didnt get to say a word after looking because i look absolutely masai and plus

idk who edited the pic and till i look like one mamak same goes to the other three contestant too

yg cine pon muke mamak apa cite nie haiyoo~~

but overall im so touched at least they stil remember me.. HEH !

okie ill update the pic but IT ALREADY BEING A BIT MODIFIED BY ME !! AHHAHAHHA

Looking Through The New & Old Pic:)

2009-08-22T13:15:00.000+08:00

DAY AT KKH

2009-08-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

woke up early morning at about 5.30 am to prepare myself to kkh...
was asked to fast on the night before the check up so wasnt be eating from 8 till the blood test.
so have to bare with the prosedure even though i feel so starving at the night hahaha.....

and again went there with my beloved parents and suppose to reach at 9 and we reach at 8:15
oh god wonderring what am i suppose to do while waiting !!!!! not even a single drink to my mouth im all starve up !!!

mum , dad and my lil todler beloved brother heading to MC DONALD FOR BREAKFAST ! WTH!!! what am i doing there just to look around looking people having their sumptious breakfast mak aiiii!! die die die... dad bought big breakfast for them and usually he bought me my fav mc muffin but NOOOO on the tray theres only big breakfast for them self im all alone starving not fair hahaha....my baby and me are so starving..

BUT luckily mom was kind enough to give a a very small mm bites to the egg and the bread
BUT still im hungry..hahhaaha i feel myself 10 times bigger right now i just cant live without food oh goshh my weight are .... i look tremendously BIG BIG BIG !
hahahahahaha

so at about 845 we went back to the clinic d to register the glucose blood test. I was the first patient for the day went in the room and was ask to unfold my sleeves and there u go the 4bia thing that i really hate and scared of INJECTION..ok give it a shot and tadddaaa it was over but
unfortunately the specalist told me this "k elyani this is just your first injection ill give you a glucose drink u have to finished it then at 1045 u come back for injection again" i was like HUH !!ouh agian izzit ok then.... so she pour the sweetest drink evers hahaha thoght it would be like normal sweet drink but it turns out baddd mampos its like im drinking a plain sweetest drink ! mcm **** my throat were so like puik i feel like throwing out she gave a long cup which i have to finished it all ...... i took nearly 10 min to finished it up sebab ade patient laen i have to hurry if no patient i think ill take longer time hahha!!!

after the bla bla bla bla thing, went ADC for the scanning .. waited from 9 to 10.30 then i was called up..always looking forward for the scanning i love seeing my baby and to know the 100 percent confirmation of my baby...

&&&&&&&&&

tadaaaaa dr. says your baby is a boy .." while she showed me the scan she says you see in the middle of your baby thighs can you se his "TUTU" i was laughing away looking at it with mum
uh kan last ultrasound die malu2 and now saw him like lying wide open "TERKANGKANG"
"eeeee baby mama nie no shame ekh takmo jadi cam papa sudah" hahahah! LOL ....

k bla bla bla bla....

after those amek injection bla bla bla

and tadaaaaaaaaaaaa IM HERE BACK HERE RUNNING FOR FOOD...ordered my mcmuffins, hotdong meltz then went kopitam dad ordered me mee soto ,rojak char kuey , steamed peanut ,steam corn * my drinks were from mc donald plus iced milo, then bought longan drink and ice kachang "JENG JENG" macam tak makan sepuluh hari kan i know im so gelojoh but serious i wasnt like this before SUMPAH hahaha notty babyboy make fun of his upcoming grandfather, kesian grandfather order itu order ini ahhahaa....

after eating off to Sim Lim Square accompany dad to see survey lappy , al some electronic things enough said then went back home by cab and off to my normal job which was SLEEPING LIKE A FAT PIG ...hahahahahahahhahah

and now i struggliing and so eager finding name for babyboi .. haiya no idea la..
lagi bpe months jek to deliver haiyoyo... 2 to 1 months plus grrrr !!!

okie then im tired typing this long long post i want to get back to sleep be updating the ultrasound pictures for today.....

on the visit's

2009-08-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

okie at last got to meet face to face... was so happy and relief after knowing thats his safe and secure, doing fine and also after knowing all the truth... mit mama ewan and adek at pasi ris interchange at about 2 plus and all the way to PLC...was late 10 min before the registration and damn didnt get to go in till get a slot which being reserved haha so we waited at about 330 pm then we were called up that some of the visitor wasnt present so alhamdullilah get to visit hubby..

been wondering if we didnt get the reserved place what will my wan be doing maybe he might be waiting till night...k lets talk what happen while visiting...

went in the room11 and tadaaaaa saw hubby already siiting waiting for us alalalallala cian nye dier he look so happy n very cheerful..i really missed him so much wanted to cry but my tears was dried up because i was too hapyy looking and listen to his voice...been waiting days by days

and now i get the time to have a real look towards him

alhamdullilah he had gone up 2 step above in changing insyaallah he can make it n proof people wrong... so many he said to me too many personal stuff the funny and pity things about him is, he ask everyone to send him kad hari raye alalalalal nnt i send u k dear dont worry...

and yar while talking i asked him if he gets my letter n he say yes and suddenly he asked me

IZZUL sape then i was like huh si hodong bawang? he uh sape then easy return i asked him ouh u wanna asked me bout izzul who were my past for last 3 years ahhaha n now TU POMPAN KAU BAWAK SANE SINI SAPE ? MSN TUH UME SAPENYE ouh tahu pon takot ...takot aku lari kat laki laen kan ahahahah there told u , u can say bout mine which is already past few years but yours 3 months ago?? wasnt that late years taw its 2009 ok hello honey !! wake up hahaha

then he apologised so i did accept his apology

n the sweetest n the mentel miang thing that he told me just by the one phone was

"b nanti i kua kite jage baby same2 k syg " so i smiled widely in shame.. heh !

then mama wan pick up the other phone n joined the talk by saying " eh ewan kau kluar cepat amek certificate kawen ume tau anak kau tuh nnt maken membesar" HAHAH!!!

so what my mentel do was looking at me n blink2 eyes pikir aku nie aru kenal2 ngn kau ke nk blink2 eyes hahaha

so in private tok again he told " b nanti i kua kite kahwen taw , tunggu i ?"

i repliedwith big smile "tunggu la tak tunggu anak u nk kasi sape then he was like "tkpe2 u g ngn jantan laen i teranjang u eh tk tk i tau mane umah u i carik u ampai dpt uh" ahhahahahahaha

ok la dear i wont run away from you even i got the worst okie..for now on oso theres no need for you to worry im your fatty future wife no one wants me pon okie ....

i guess theres still many to say but i wont want to mention cause its my secret hahha

k la tilll here im getting tired and sleepy tomorrow morning have to be at kkh for check up

HOORAY !!

k then nitez to all happy reading tata !

2009-08-20T04:00:00.000+08:00

Owww ! at the very last been so patiently waititng for his next visit and yea !
tomorrow which is the 20 August is the second visit section but this time round will not be the
tele-visit BUT a face-to-face visit...

Currently feeling abit excited and happy BUT at the same time abit nervous
NOT SURE for what reason im being nervous....
GOSH ! so many personal things i have to ask him not gonna lose the chance for asking
or else i ended up waiting for the next visit then i could ask him...

BE READY MUHAMMAD EDZUAN hahahahaah !
your one & only police officer is on her way tomorrow to
questions you thousand of questons HUAHUAHUAHUAHUA !
who else the officer if not me !

oh really i cant wait to be asleep and wake up tomorrow and head my self
to PLC for the visit.
OH GOD make me strong to face the reality tomorrow and make myself
patient to every of all his answers towards my question
AMIN....

ok i think till here i gotta catch up with my bloggings busy at the moment
hoping my tomorrow will always be fine..insyaallah amin...

2009-08-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha ! currently im in a happy mood .. Went out with mum yesterday on the 16 to
shop.. went everywhere to borong haha got my pay so proud to treat each and every of my family members haahahah ! really had fun together with her yesterday joking around & blablabla till we get back home and have supper together as a family.....

And today what i did was less on the com , did a downloading to my Cinta Fitri Season Ramadhan
from youtube ... Eager to watch from the last i watch which was the part 3 used to have cable for the channel itself but sadly after moving to new estate everything got different so no choice have
to watch from real player .... so early afternoon i was asleep because woke up today 17 August at 6am accompany mum with her computer work stuff and accompany her for cooking then rested at the moment when dad came back had our breakfast together ...

In the evening when dad had gone to work, then we watch our favourite sinetron Cinta fitri from the com....watch till aat about 10 pm Tasha, my closest girlfriend among hubby's friend which is wan's guy friend so called the friend mataer called me ...had a loong2 grandmother story / conversation... really had great fun talking to her.....

We both react crazily over the phone ... we get the time to imagine our future which is
Bahri's & tasha's Future & Mine & Edzuan future was just wondering if we were to get married now hahahhaahahhhahhahaah .... TASHA I GUESS YOU NEED TO SPENT LESS ON YOUR GROCERIES LESSER BABE 300 DOLLAR PER MONTH MAMPOSSSSS kau nak pakai make up ape?aju ape? anak kau susu ape ? laki kau nk pakai ape? duit electric ume how?? hhahahah

We talk how we want our future to be like ?
What if we have anak Girl but mak nenek ? what are we going to do with our daughter if
shes one of the mak nenek ? hahahhaha
tasha says"aku amek cili aku sumbat kat mulot die sak"
Me say"uh uh sei kalau aku pon same jgn kate chili , chilli padi skali aku sental,senang2 kawen kan jek senang WAKAKAK !"
hahahah come on la sape nak anak pompan dier jadi mak nenek correct?
We always want our daughter to be the decent and quiet type punye not the chitchitchitchitchit
hohoh if i were to have one of them HAHA mati aku......

so did a lot of conversation with her till morning at 12:40 AM ...
HAVE TO ! HAVE TO PUT DOWN because she have to work that morning
i guess if she's on leave, sampai skg kite masi jadi makcik2 kpo...

TASHA NEST TIME WE CHAT LONGGER .....

i guess im getting sleepier while typing,
have to rest ...
baby and i need more more rest...

OH YA FORGET 2 MORE DAYS to MIT MY HUBBY !!!!

owrite then till here Nite to all....
nite from me and ur lil baby to u lil hubby !!
WE LOVE YOU