Dear Bloggy ,

I guess it have been few weeks since i last updated you , been busy throughout these 2011 ,

many things have to prepare , work have been absolutely fine for me but too many ot all these while due to Lunar New Year ,

Now date is on 11 February 2011 , few more days left to complete the whole cycle of 665 days and im sure close friends and those who knew me will be able to read and understand what all these cycle means to me =))

Alot of things happened yesterday morning , mum called to inform baby ween having high fever , and also throughout those afternoon i spent my time at Prison Link Centre to visit hubby after things had settle with babyboy honney , brought baby ween consult a doctor due to high fever then went back home give him necessary medication and tap him to sleep

Alhamdullilah baby ween getting better , he always call for ayah everytime he was awake though =((

Oh yea not to forget yesterday visit was awesome only some lil part that wasnt so memorable and really doesnt want to think about it but things was all fine throughout the visit , got scolding but i swear it was a pamper scolding , he asked me not to ask him out to makan once his out if i complaint too much about those fats stuck on me hahahahahah ! he even say if i were still to , he even asked me go to cerok-cerok and makan salad only hahahahaha so bad of you !

I would have do that in future ok ! dont cabar HEHEHEHEHEH ! loveyou!!

Even tell him that i doesnt want to conceive any more second child thrid child or whatso ever or ill grow bigger and the easiest answer he would just say , who tell you i want it second or third ! OH GOD ! that shocked me though and he was giggling and he said , i want ten child not 2 or 3 ! ohh yea right , skg half pintu cannot masok if ten child habis tklei keluar pintu ! tsk ! silly right !

Btw im sorry to make you feel angry towards me , but obviously it need to take time to let me feel relief , i need time to accept the fact which i dont , but you shoulnt say those things to me mala you should have thought something to make me forget about what they said right , but its ok theres still alot of hump i have to think about and thats the last resort for me to think off you see grrrr , i can wall face myself just on hari raya but i dont want too because i want a better family relationship not a negative one .. two sided face no no no ....

im just tired thinking for solution and thinking about it i rather sleep now ! OK BYE !!!

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, February 11, 2011