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Hey dear bloggers currently im awake for my sleepless night i couldnt get my eyes tight closed yesterday night as i guess i was over-excited with the happy news .
Im all awake yet mind was like a projector that makes me thinking
I always wonder & think what about the past . Most probably im thinking about the relationship that i have for nearly 2 Years = ) . I never had a long term relationship in my past and of all sudden this was my first longest relationship i ever had .
i was thinking why i chose Muhammad Edzuan to be my partner in life & decided to go for a serious relationship in my young age & soon building a family with him ?
Although i had the pains , the tears all over me & still why am i cant able to let him go
when he first make me mad ?
Everytime we quarell we always have the word break ups in our relationship
but we always get back together no matter what happens . I suppose my family & friends did get fed-up with the words i have to them after i had a big quareel with Edzuan
But what ever happens again , we still together & we still do forgive & forget so what is that means ? Some would say its already been fated but as to what i always believe ,
god always gave us the best partner in our life and suite us best , kite nie sudah ditakdirkan untuk hidup berteman and moreever in life god already decide whom we are to be with .
So i always take this as a answer to my question mungkin Edzuan wasnt the perfect boyfriend whom just love to make me burst into tears , make me worried and shout like mad -.-
like i said god always give the best for us in future who knows with the willings and my prayers ,
everything get better in life and as to Edzuan who knows he wasnt the perfect boyfriend but a better husband ? ? I N S Y A A L L A H ~
People do say setiap kejadian mesti ade hikmah nya .
I do believe in eveything that happens now soon i'll be a mother to his child
im just hoping i could have a more matured thinking , be responsible in everything & change everything in life as i did too many sins in my past
Sekian ~ Ezol Elyani
Im all awake yet mind was like a projector that makes me thinking
I always wonder & think what about the past . Most probably im thinking about the relationship that i have for nearly 2 Years = ) . I never had a long term relationship in my past and of all sudden this was my first longest relationship i ever had .
i was thinking why i chose Muhammad Edzuan to be my partner in life & decided to go for a serious relationship in my young age & soon building a family with him ?
Although i had the pains , the tears all over me & still why am i cant able to let him go
when he first make me mad ?
Everytime we quarell we always have the word break ups in our relationship
but we always get back together no matter what happens . I suppose my family & friends did get fed-up with the words i have to them after i had a big quareel with Edzuan
But what ever happens again , we still together & we still do forgive & forget so what is that means ? Some would say its already been fated but as to what i always believe ,
god always gave us the best partner in our life and suite us best , kite nie sudah ditakdirkan untuk hidup berteman and moreever in life god already decide whom we are to be with .
So i always take this as a answer to my question mungkin Edzuan wasnt the perfect boyfriend whom just love to make me burst into tears , make me worried and shout like mad -.-
like i said god always give the best for us in future who knows with the willings and my prayers ,
everything get better in life and as to Edzuan who knows he wasnt the perfect boyfriend but a better husband ? ? I N S Y A A L L A H ~
People do say setiap kejadian mesti ade hikmah nya .
I do believe in eveything that happens now soon i'll be a mother to his child
im just hoping i could have a more matured thinking , be responsible in everything & change everything in life as i did too many sins in my past
Sekian ~ Ezol Elyani
Labels: MIND MY FEELINGNESS THIS EARLY MORNING HEHE
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@ Friday, September 11, 2009
@ Friday, September 11, 2009