TheJourneyThatNeverHaveAnEnd♥

i've been doing sins to my parents and puting thier priorites down
i've been dissapointing them just to thing bout my happiness and never
think about their feelings & never remember in what ways they ever helped me
when i'm in need

you see how ungrateful daughter am i to my parents..
yes its true i make them that way just to save my love life
but now than i started realising the important them to me
Now i get the meaning of what goes around comes around..

giving my parent hurt but giving respect to the others and now im receiving
those hurt back..

My dad always give me the support that i wanted..
although he used to be shouting here & there correcting my mistakes
but he always used to be the guy that is so loving and understanding
untill now his the guy buying food and finding food that i craving while
in my pregnancy

so as to my mum..she followed me everywhere
just to accompany me and bought me my pregnancy clothings
At the past,i keep on saying her but at that moment i just
cant realise she is just being care & corncern to me
and wanting me to have a great life and future ahead

BUT I NEVER TREASURE EVEN ONE OF THERE KINDNESS
always show the respective to others but not to my own family
that care for me...

When today things happen, i start to feel every of my kindness toward the one i love
have go for a waste. How i wish everything could change or turn over..
i always put aside my family and put someone else as my prority..
and now i feel shameful to my self and feel shame towards my family
eventhough i give them my bad, they still give me their best..

My mum is my listeners to my everything at this moment..
she advice me to be the best and be the better in future.
and this time round, i dont want to hurt both my parents
and even wanna change to be the best daughter for them..
i regret being unrespect to both of you...

You both are actually parts of my life not my partner neither my friends
now i start to open my heart widely and see who were there when im
really in need this time round although you both have to feel the shame towards
the other families too..
I promise i wont ever break both your hearts again"NEVER EVER".
i know you both getting older each and every day
but i'll just promise before the end of your breath,
you see me changing and be a better daughter than all
my cousins..

I LOVE YOU MAMA && AYAH...
NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE YOU BOTH TO A NEW PARENTS

With All Love Your Daughter
Ezol Elyani Bte Ezol Kafli